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Contents ( 80)
  1. Before the Crown
  2. FLORA HARDING
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Windsor Castle, December 1943
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Cairo, April 1944
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. London, 8 May 1945
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Buckingham Palace, January 1946
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Buckingham Palace, May 1946
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Balmoral Castle, August 1946
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. London, October 1946
  41. Chapter 30
  42. Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
  43. Chapter 31
  44. South Africa, February 1947
  45. Chapter 32
  46. Chapter 33
  47. London, May 1947
  48. Chapter 34
  49. Chapter 35
  50. Chapter 36
  51. Chapter 37
  52. London, June 1947
  53. Chapter 38
  54. Chapter 39
  55. London, July 1947
  56. Chapter 40
  57. Buckingham Palace, July 1947
  58. Chapter 41
  59. London, July 1947
  60. Chapter 42
  61. Balmoral Castle, August 1947
  62. Chapter 43
  63. London, October 1947
  64. Chapter 44
  65. Chapter 45
  66. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  67. Chapter 46
  68. Chapter 47
  69. London, November 1947
  70. Chapter 48
  71. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  72. Chapter 49
  73. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  74. Chapter 50
  75. Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
  76. Chapter 51
  77. Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
  78. Acknowledgements
  79. About the Author
  80. About the Publisher

‘I say, that was terrific,’ he says warmly. ‘Very funny indeed.’

‘Thank you.’ The old terrible shyness clamps around her throat. She is still wearing the costume with the jacket and tights and she turns the saucy cap she has worn on stage between her hands, keeping her eyes firmly fixed on it. ‘Mr Tannar, the headmaster of the Royal School, wrote the script, so it’s nothing to do with me really.’

‘I don’t agree. A script isn’t any good without good actors. I enjoyed it. The laundry scene was very funny. Especially with the iron burning through all those “unmentionables”.’

His eyes drop to her legs. Elizabeth orders herself not to fidget but she feels ridiculously exposed and her smile is stiff.

‘Yes, Margaret and Cyril are very good.’

What has happened to the sparkle she felt on stage, she wonders miserably. She had been so determined to show him that she was no longer the gauche fifteen-year-old he had met before, but look at her: her tongue feels thick and unwieldy, any hope of witty repartee shrivelling in her throat. It was hopeless.

‘I thought you were very good, too,’ says Philip, but Elizabeth can’t help wondering if he would think she was good if she weren’t the King’s eldest daughter.

‘That’s kind of you,’ she says with a stiff smile, ‘but it’s Margaret who is the performer.’

‘You’re determined to turn aside any compliments, aren’t you?’ he says. He’s not exactly smiling but when Elizabeth risks a glance at him, she sees that the crease in his cheek has deepened. The sight sets warmth trembling inside her. She can feel it spreading outwards, blotching her throat and staining her cheeks beneath the greasepaint.

‘I don’t like being complimented when I don’t deserve it.’

Philip seems amused rather than daunted by her priggish voice. ‘What do you deserve to be complimented for?’ he asks, as if he’s really interested.

Being dutiful, that’s what her parents would say.

‘I have a good appetite,’ she says and remarkably, he laughs.

‘We have something in common then. I still think of the tea on the royal yacht when you came to the Royal Naval College in ’39. I had two banana splits.’

‘And platefuls of shrimps, if I remember right,’ says Elizabeth, encouraged by his laugh. ‘I’m surprised you weren’t sick.’

Philip grins at her. ‘It would have been worth it.’

His smile burns behind her eyelids and she looks away.

‘It’s hard to imagine a banana split now,’ she says after a moment. ‘I haven’t seen a banana since the start of the war.’

‘I’ve got friends who say that they dream of fresh fruit now.’

‘For me it’s soap,’ Elizabeth says and he raises his brows.

‘Soap?’

‘Before the war, when the soap got thin, we’d have a new bar to unwrap. It always smelt lovely, of roses or lavender. But now we have to use it down to the last tiny sliver, when it’s all cracked and grimy, and then it gets put together with other slivers so we can keep on using it. It makes us feel that we’re doing our bit, though it’s little enough compared with what most people have to do. So I always feel guilty about longing for a new bar all to myself. It’s a dream for when the war is over!’