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Contents ( 80)
  1. Before the Crown
  2. FLORA HARDING
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Windsor Castle, December 1943
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Cairo, April 1944
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. London, 8 May 1945
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Buckingham Palace, January 1946
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Buckingham Palace, May 1946
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Balmoral Castle, August 1946
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. London, October 1946
  41. Chapter 30
  42. Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
  43. Chapter 31
  44. South Africa, February 1947
  45. Chapter 32
  46. Chapter 33
  47. London, May 1947
  48. Chapter 34
  49. Chapter 35
  50. Chapter 36
  51. Chapter 37
  52. London, June 1947
  53. Chapter 38
  54. Chapter 39
  55. London, July 1947
  56. Chapter 40
  57. Buckingham Palace, July 1947
  58. Chapter 41
  59. London, July 1947
  60. Chapter 42
  61. Balmoral Castle, August 1947
  62. Chapter 43
  63. London, October 1947
  64. Chapter 44
  65. Chapter 45
  66. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  67. Chapter 46
  68. Chapter 47
  69. London, November 1947
  70. Chapter 48
  71. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  72. Chapter 49
  73. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  74. Chapter 50
  75. Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
  76. Chapter 51
  77. Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
  78. Acknowledgements
  79. About the Author
  80. About the Publisher

Far worse than the hard seat was seeing the terrible destruction as the truck jolted across a continent ravaged by war. Almost a year after the Allied victory, Germany is in chaos still, so many of its buildings reduced to rubble, its roads pot-holed, its people bowed under the weight of defeat. After years of patriotic bombast and anti-German propaganda, it is sobering to see the other side of the war. The struggle to rebuild Britain is hard enough, but to Philip the task facing the Germans seems insuperable. Nobody, surely, wanted victory to look like this.

‘I am sorry you had an uncomfortable journey,’ Sophie says, lifting his hand to her cheek, ‘but thank you! Thank you so much for coming, Philip.’

Her eyes fill with tears again and he shifts, uncomfortable with her gratitude. His war has been so much easier than theirs.

Seeing him squirm, Margarita interrupts. ‘Oh my God, when he came in, I thought for a moment it was Papa standing the doorway, didn’t you, Dolla?’

Theodora nods vigorously. ‘I thought the same thing! They look exactly the same. The same way of standing even!’

‘I haven’t got a monocle,’ Philip protests. ‘Or a moustache.’

‘But everything else … your features, the way you hold yourself … it is incredible.’ Theodora pats her chest in remembered shock. ‘It was like seeing a ghost.’

‘Poor Papa, how proud he would have been to see you looking so strong and handsome!’

Three pairs of eyes well up at the thought of their father.

‘Here,’ Philip says bracingly. ‘If you’re all going to snivel, you’ll make me sorry I came! Weddings are supposed to be happy affairs.’

‘Oh, I know,’ sniffs Sophie. ‘It’s just so wonderful to see you and to realise that our little brother has grown up. You’ve changed so much!’

‘So I should hope,’ he says. ‘I was only sixteen when—’ He breaks off, remembering that the last time they had all seen each other was that desperate day in Darmstadt when they had buried Cecile with her husband and two sons and the baby that had never been named.

They are all silent, remembering. ‘That terrible day,’ Margarita says softly at last. ‘The worst of days.’ She lets out a long sigh. ‘Things have been very bad lately but I often think nothing could be as bad as that day.’

‘I wish Cecile could be here now,’ Sophie adds. ‘She loved it when we were all together. Remember how much fun she was? And you were her favourite, Philip, you know that.’

Cecile had been his favourite sister, too, but Philip keeps that to himself. The memory of Cecile is like a boulder sitting on his chest, crushing his ribs, but somehow he finds a smile.

‘I thought I was the favourite of all of you?’

‘So you are,’ says Margarita, bravely following his lead in trying to lighten the atmosphere. ‘That’s why you were always the spoilt little prince!’

Philip spreads his hands and affects an air of humility. ‘Is it my fault Mama and Papa were so pleased to have a son after all you girls?’