Contents ( 80)
- Before the Crown
- FLORA HARDING
- Chapter 1
- Windsor Castle, December 1943
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Cairo, April 1944
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- London, 8 May 1945
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Buckingham Palace, January 1946
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
- Chapter 24
- Buckingham Palace, May 1946
- Chapter 25
- Balmoral Castle, August 1946
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- London, October 1946
- Chapter 30
- Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
- Chapter 31
- South Africa, February 1947
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- London, May 1947
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- London, June 1947
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- London, July 1947
- Chapter 40
- Buckingham Palace, July 1947
- Chapter 41
- London, July 1947
- Chapter 42
- Balmoral Castle, August 1947
- Chapter 43
- London, October 1947
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Buckingham Palace, November 1947
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- London, November 1947
- Chapter 48
- Buckingham Palace, November 1947
- Chapter 49
- Buckingham Palace, November 1947
- Chapter 50
- Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
- Chapter 51
- Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
Uncle Dickie. Philip needs no reminding of Mountbatten’s interest in the affair. He doesn’t want to alienate his uncle who would be furious if Philip backed off now. He has already lost one father. He cannot afford to lose another.
It is time to commit himself. The thought leaves Philip depressed. He has to be back at Corsham the next day which at least gives him a chance to postpone the need to make things up with Elizabeth. She’ll get over it, whatever it is, he tells himself, but the stricken look in her eyes niggles at him and he is snappy all week. An attempt to distract himself with a darts competition at the Methuen Arms ends in humiliation when he can barely hit the board, to the jeers of the local team.
On Thursday, Philip rings Elizabeth. ‘Can I take you out for a drive this weekend?’
There is a slight hesitation at the other end of the line. ‘I think it’s better if you come here,’ she says. ‘We’ll have supper.’
He misses the joyful lift in her voice, Philip realises as he hangs up. He will have to try harder.
Her dresser’s criticism of his wardrobe lingers and he even finds his hand hovering over a tie as he gets ready to go to the palace, but why the hell should he follow convention? He is not going to change. Elizabeth will have to take him as he is.
It’s a relief to be shown into her sitting room and discover that Elizabeth is alone, apart from her precious corgi which bustles over to sniff at his ankles.
‘No Margaret?’
‘Crawfie’s taken her to a ballet. I thought it would be better if we were alone.’
‘I’m glad.’ Philip hesitates. Her hands are folded at her waist as if holding herself in. ‘Did I do something wrong last weekend, Elizabeth?’ he asks gently. ‘You left the party so abruptly.’
Her eyes slide away from his. ‘It wasn’t anything you did,’ she says with difficulty. ‘I was … embarrassed.’
‘Embarrassed?’ It is the last thing Philip has been expecting.
‘People are gossiping.’ Elizabeth takes a breath. ‘About you and me.’
‘I’m afraid they will,’ he says. ‘Do you want me not to come and see you so often?’
‘No … oh, I don’t know what I want!’ she bursts out. ‘I hate knowing that my private life, my feelings, are being talked about in pubs and shops and parties.’ She struggles to contain herself before she goes on. ‘I went to open a factory the other day and everyone was calling out “Where’s Philip?” as if you and I were … were …’
‘Lovers?’ Philip suggests when she trails off.
Colour stains her cheeks and she doesn’t answer.
‘Is that what you want, Elizabeth?’ he asks after a moment.
She turns away to the long window that looks out over the Mall, lit in the darkness by car headlights. A fretful spring day has thrown showers against the windows and the glass is still gleaming with raindrops, tiny silvery circles against the darkness.