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Contents ( 80)
  1. Before the Crown
  2. FLORA HARDING
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Windsor Castle, December 1943
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Cairo, April 1944
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. London, 8 May 1945
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Buckingham Palace, January 1946
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Buckingham Palace, May 1946
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Balmoral Castle, August 1946
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. London, October 1946
  41. Chapter 30
  42. Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
  43. Chapter 31
  44. South Africa, February 1947
  45. Chapter 32
  46. Chapter 33
  47. London, May 1947
  48. Chapter 34
  49. Chapter 35
  50. Chapter 36
  51. Chapter 37
  52. London, June 1947
  53. Chapter 38
  54. Chapter 39
  55. London, July 1947
  56. Chapter 40
  57. Buckingham Palace, July 1947
  58. Chapter 41
  59. London, July 1947
  60. Chapter 42
  61. Balmoral Castle, August 1947
  62. Chapter 43
  63. London, October 1947
  64. Chapter 44
  65. Chapter 45
  66. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  67. Chapter 46
  68. Chapter 47
  69. London, November 1947
  70. Chapter 48
  71. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  72. Chapter 49
  73. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  74. Chapter 50
  75. Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
  76. Chapter 51
  77. Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
  78. Acknowledgements
  79. About the Author
  80. About the Publisher

‘No.’ Across the room in two strides, Philip takes hold of her wrist and tows her back to the door, scattering assistants as he goes. ‘I really need to talk to you now.’

Elizabeth is still in her stockinged feet. The footman outside the door stiffens when Philip appears with a breathless princess. He steps forward as if to intercept them, but Elizabeth shakes her head and he falls back. If Philip is so determined to have his say, he had better have it.

She is practically running to keep up with him. ‘Where are we going?’

‘Somewhere we won’t be interrupted,’ he says curtly, striding past doorways with footmen standing to attention. He keeps opening doors at random, only to be confronted by startled faces. ‘How can this bloody palace have seven hundred rooms and still nowhere we can be alone? Ah, what about this one?’

He pulls her into the room and releases her so he can turn and shut the door firmly behind him.

‘This is where we feed the dogs,’ Elizabeth says, looking around as she rubs her wrist. It isn’t sore exactly, but she can still feel the imprint of his fingers on her flesh.

‘It’s empty,’ says Philip. ‘That’s all that matters.’

Elizabeth is feeling distinctly ruffled. She feeds Susan herself, after the footmen have set out the food in stoneware dishes, so she is familiar with the room. It is just a narrow kitchen, with the neatly washed dog dishes stacked on the draining board. ‘Is there any reason we can’t go to my sitting room instead of hiding in the dog kitchen?’

‘Because there’ll be some lady-in-waiting or Miss Crawford or somebody there and I want to speak to you alone.’

‘Well, we appear to be alone now.’ Her heart is slamming painfully against her ribs. Philip looks so agitated. Is he really going to break things off? Would he really do that to her? She composes her expression, inwardly bracing herself. ‘What is it that can’t wait?’ she asks in a chilly voice.

‘I had to see you. I had to tell you …’ Having got her here, Philip seems at a loss as to how to proceed. Breaking off with a smothered curse, he drags a hand through his hair. ‘I thought this would be easier,’ he mutters.

‘Tell me what?’

She can see him pull himself together with an effort. ‘I keep thinking about what you said,’ he begins again.

‘What did I say?’

‘You said you knew I didn’t love you.’

Elizabeth keeps her chin up, her guard up. ‘And?’

‘And you said you liked the fact that we’d always been honest with each other.’

‘That’s true.’

‘The thing is, Elizabeth … the thing is, I wasn’t honest. At least, I was honest, or I thought I was … Christ, I’m making a mess of this!’ Philip clutches his head with both hands before dropping them and looking directly at her for the first time. ‘I don’t think I was being honest with myself,’ he says more clearly.