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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Acknowledgments

At home, a symphony of sounds came from his kitchen. Boiling eggs, searing tuna, slicing tomatoes, cheese, and lettuce. He was busy slicing lemons, opening jars of capers, and measuring out olive oil to dress the salad. Once again, he did this in his bare feet. I enjoyed the image. He looked so casual, and yet there was nothing casual about the way he prepared anything.

As we ate and drank another delicious meal, we settled again into relaxed conversation. I noticed that even at night without natural light, this room held a gleaming elegance. It was a bit formal, which I liked, but it was a room you could feel quite naturally at home in.

Later on, we were tender with each other, slow with each other. Our kisses seemed important. So were our touches. Our eyes held each other’s. They expressed our love and devotion. I was happy. Our being together felt like the essence of contentment.

Monday morning, as I gathered my things, I felt the pull of sadness. Being sad about going home caught me by surprise. As I gathered my toothbrush, I wondered what toiletries, if any, I could take home. Elliott noticed my hesitation.

“I wanted to ask you this all weekend. But I would never want to rush you, Bailey. But this place, this apartment, I did for you. I would really like for you to move in with me.”

I didn’t answer him. I hesitated. While I declined a formal change of residence immediately, there was a definite shift in where I spent most of my time. Elliott had single-handedly lifted the cloak of seriousness and sadness I often wore and replaced it with a colorful swing coat full of fun.

Chapter Twenty

Chapter Twenty

Autumn arrived in her customary fashion in New York. The lush colors receded from the trees. The happy blues disappeared from the skyline. Even the cheerful colors in the planters on Park Avenue became more muted. Life was beginning to grow smaller and shrivel up. But not inside me. Life and love, like the essence of hope, exploded within me.

Elliott and I attended the 40 Under 40 awards gala at the Waldorf Astoria. I procured my first long dress for the occasion at Bloomingdale’s. Henry and Griffin sent congratulatory flowers.

Elliott and I were becoming quite the “It Couple,” especially in the culinary world of New York City. I was even introduced to Danny Meyer and David Bouley. I told David his restaurant, in my opinion, was the perfect union of sumptuous food and incredible atmosphere. I told him I had had my most memorable meal at his restaurant. They were both surprisingly approachable. We extended invitations to each of them.