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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Acknowledgments

“I don’t care about the money, Bae.”

“It’s mine. Griffin, you were right about one thing at Martha’s Vineyard when you said we’re too old. I could sneak around with you at eighteen or nineteen. But we’re too old for that now. I’m tired of sneaking around. Besides, when you and I are finally together, I want to be free. I don’t want to worry about Elliott. Or attorneys. Or courts. I want to be yours. Free and clear. I want to be able to look at your face and say ‘I love you. I loved you before anyone else. I will love you after everyone else.’”

Griffin said nothing.

“I just told you I love you, and you have nothing to say?”

“Always did. Always have. Always will,” he said with a smile.

“Really? Can I ask you something? What was that whole Martha’s Vineyard thing about?”

He weighed his words carefully. “I don’t know, Bae. Several years ago, Elaine invited me to the opening. I went, and I thought the place was magical. I couldn’t wait to bring you. I wanted to tell you then how much I loved you, and maybe if things had gone really well … ”

“Oh my God. Did you have a ring?”

Griffin laughed. “Oh no. Nothing as elaborate as that. I was just going to tell you what you meant to me. But you looked so sad, and I thought you were wishing Elliott was with you instead of me. I thought we could be together one last time. But then I didn’t want to put that guilt on you.”

A flurry of emotions swirled around, and nothing was staying put. If only … For some reason, Griffin’s gesture of protecting me hit me a different way this time.

“Well, we could have saved ourselves a shitload of money on attorneys if you had.” I turned on my heel and slammed my bedroom door behind me.

“Now there’s my feminine flower.” I heard his door close soon after. I couldn’t tell if we were fighting or flirting.

Chapter Fifty-Five

Chapter Fifty-Five

I greeted Griffin the next morning as if the earth hadn’t shifted. “What are you doing?” I asked, coming up behind him as he was writing a check.

“Writing you a check. After last night, Elliott wins. I’m making you some French press.”

“Close your checkbook. Elliott is not winning anything,” I said, checking the timer on the coffee. I had so much to do today.

“Okay, Bae. I’ll be good,” Griffin said.

“You don’t have to be too good.” And with that, Griffin scooped me up in a kiss that contained a lifetime of memories.

When he released me, I said, “I need my coffee to go.”

Griffin looked appalled, “This is not a Starbucks drive-through!”