Back Ask No Questions
Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

‘The court got it wrong. Everyone got it wrong. Don’t you understand?’ he pleads. ‘I was inside for seventeen years. I have lost what should’ve been the best years of my life to these lies. All the years I could’ve been someone.

‘Maybe I’d have met someone. Got married. Given my mammy grandchildren. Who knows? Don’t you think I wanted that, too? A normal life. Didn’t I deserve that? But now … now there’s another angry mob baying for my blood. What if they find me, Ingrid? What if they track me down?’

The panic has returned to his voice.

‘I know it’s scary,’ I tell him. ‘But there’s no reason why they would find you now if they haven’t found you before. You’re far enough from Derry, but could you speak to someone if you feel unsafe? Do you have a probation officer, or social worker? Someone like that. They would be able to give you better guidance than I can.

‘There was always going to be some backlash and when your appeal is formally launched, it might get worse. Try to remember, this world is a strange one now. There are a lot of keyboard warriors on Facebook. All bluff and no substance.’

‘You don’t know that!’

His voice is borderline hysterical now. I can hear him moving about as if he’s pacing up and down the room. ‘And I know what they’ll do. They’ll have me lynched. I know it. I know it.’

‘Try to stay calm,’ I tell him, aware my words are completely inadequate.

‘That’s easy for you to say!’ he yells, and I’m sure he’s crying.

I feel wretched. And worried for him. But I remind myself this is not my fault. I only reported on a family’s grief. I did my job. And I will give him his voice, even though I’ve been warned off doing so.

He ends the call before I have the chance to speak again, leaving me staring at the phone, unsure if I’ve been cut off or have lost signal. I feel a headache start.

Sighing, I glance at my watch and realise I’d better get a move on to be in town in time to meet with Niall. Wryly, I wonder how long it will take before I have him baying for my blood, too.

Niall, unsurprisingly, looks like his profile picture. Groomed. Tanned. Wearing a suit that accentuates a physique no doubt earned from hours in the gym. He is the polar opposite to his twin brother. There are no heavy lines scoring across his face. His eyes are bright. His skin has a healthy glow.