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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

Damn it. In my fury I forgot that he doesn’t know that I met Harte. I could kick myself. I stare without speaking.

‘Who do you think you are?’ he says, his face reddening with anger. ‘The lead character in a John Grisham book? Leave clearing his name to his bleeding-heart campaigners and his legal team. Do your job without risking your safety and that of your colleagues. Write the stories we pay you to write!’

He is in my face, so close I can feel his warm breath on mine. Rage is coming off him in waves, and I swear it must be contagious, because I’m angry, too. I’m so bloody angry.

‘I’m doing just that, writing what you tell me to,’ I shout at him, refusing to back away from his stale breath and his toxic, proprietorial masculinity. ‘But I’ll be damned if you control what I do outside working hours. You mightn’t have had the ambition to reach beyond this paper, but we don’t all have to rot here. If I can further my career, and help a potentially innocent man, then of course I’m going to do it. So yes, I have seen him. You’re right, that is where I was on Saturday. Meeting him.’

‘Tell me he’s not stupid enough to have come back to Derry?’ Ryan asks.

I shake my head. ‘He has no intention of coming back here. This city let him down. He’s living in a shitty bedsit in Portstewart, if you must know.’

‘He has some brains, after all,’ Ryan says.

We sit in a silence for a moment or two. The wind has gone from our sails as quickly as it arrived.

‘Can I go now?’ I ask.

‘I need to talk to you about something else first,’ he says. ‘I’ve been on to HR.’

I baulk, can feel the colour drain from my face.

‘Don’t give me that look, Ingrid. You know I had to. Any incident on the premises has to be reported straight away. There are implications. Insurance, et cetera.’

Of course – it had to come down to money and not to the actual welfare of the employees. This time I fail to suppress the eye-roll.

I make to leave. ‘I really do have a lot of work to do,’ I tell him, ‘so maybe we could continue this talk later?’

He ignores me.

‘Ingrid, there’s to be no more lone working here after hours. They’ve been quite clear on that. You’ll have to leave with the rest of us. HR have also asked that all staff leave a note of where they are going when they leave the office and what time they expect to return. You’re to keep your work-issued mobile phone charged and switched on at all times during office hours so that you, and the rest of the staff, are immediately contactable.’