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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

‘You know, I think I might have put them up in the attic. Beside the Christmas decorations. I don’t suppose it will be long before we’re taking those down. Your woman at the top of her street will have her tree up come Friday. It’s the same every year. As soon as Halloween is done and dusted, she goes full North Pole. I wouldn’t want to be paying her electricity bill.’

His ma laughs and he laughs with her, but he’s already thinking he needs to get up into the attic and have a look around.

‘Where’s the pole for pulling down that ladder?’ he asks her.

‘For the attic? I think it’s in the built-in wardrobes in my room. You don’t really want to be climbing up there, do you?’

He’s already heading to her bedroom and retrieving the pole with the hook on the end that he will use to haul the folding ladder down from the roof space.

‘Would you not just sit and have a cup of tea with me?’ she asks, and he hesitates.

He loves his ma. He really does. He loves her more than anyone in this world. She’s the only woman who has ever treated him with respect and never thought worse of him when he stumbled and wound up in trouble again.

‘I will, Ma. As soon as I’ve had a look up here. Why don’t you ask Niall to have a cup of tea with you? He’s still about, isn’t he? Is he watching one of those Sunday morning politics shows and pretending to be some big brainbox?’

‘No, he’s not here. He’s worse than you. Off out this morning all wrapped up. Said he had to go and take that Ingrid Devlin somewhere. He wanted to show her something. I said why couldn’t the wee girl wait ’til that storm had passed, and he laughed at me. The cheek of him. You know what he said to me? “I’m not made of sugar, Ma. I won’t melt.” He looked all delighted with himself.

‘You don’t think there’s something going between the two of them, because I’m not sure how I feel about that. I mean, what happened to poor Liam Doherty was bad enough – and wasn’t it off the back of that story she did for that paper she works for?’

Declan notices his ma’s tone has changed again. She is worried. She is twisting her hands.

‘Don’t be going up into that attic, son. Come and have a wee cup of tea with me. There’s treacle scone there. I know that’s your favourite.’