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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

‘Shall we go on our walk now?’ I ask.

‘Sure. Okay,’ he says. Just as he opens the passenger door of the car, a gust of wind catches it and threatens to pull it from its hinges. He looks at me to check if I’m really, really sure and I nod, get out of my side of the car and change into my wellies, leaning on the car for balance.

‘You don’t let anything get in your way, do you, Ingrid?’ he shouts over the noise of the storm.

‘Nope!’ I shout, because it’s much too easy to find excuses not to do things. I can’t let my doubts and fears stop me. Especially not now.

Another gust of wind catches the tree we have been watching, stripping it of its orange-and-gold leaves. It howls as it carries them, spinning towards us, the high-pitched squeal like that of the banshee.

‘I do like that about you, Ingrid Devlin. Your spirit, it’s very appealing,’ he says as he walks beside me.

I notice he is smiling.

‘My spirit? Most people call it a stubborn streak,’ I laugh, but there is something in his words that makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside.

‘Well, I like a stubborn streak. I like someone with determination. I see them as a challenge,’ he says, and there’s no denying this time that there’s something flirtatious in his tone.

We stop walking and I look at him. There’s a frisson of something between us. A connection that I can’t deny. An attraction that part of me knows is a bad idea and yet, here we are. Together. Conversation flowing between us. Able to banter and laugh even on a day like today, when we’re walking on this path to the place that changed everything.

‘Well, I am told I can be very challenging,’ I say, my eyes on his. ‘Always have been, apparently.’

‘Yes, I remember that determined wee girl who liked to boss everyone around,’ he says. ‘Even back then. Everyone followed your lead, Ingrid. I don’t know if you even realised it, but it was almost like everyone else was invisible when you were around.’

His words disarm me. The intensity of his stare. I’m filled with the urge to reach out and touch him. Take his hand. Or put my hand to his cheek.

‘Are you trying to tell me the world doesn’t still revolve around me now? I thought I’d maintained my diva qualities.’ It’s an attempt at humour, but I cringe at how cheesy it sounds.

He pauses. From the look on his face, I guess he’s not sure how to answer me. The moment is lost.

‘So, with that in mind, this diva would like to get going before this weather gets any worse,’ I say before he can speak.