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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Epilogue
  62. Prologue
  63. Chapter One
  64. Acknowledgements
  65. Credits
  66. More from Claire Allan …
  67. About the Author
  68. Also by Claire Allan
  69. About the Publisher

I pull the curtains closed, to fend off the darkness in more ways than one, and then I pour myself two fingers of Jameson and throw it back, allowing the hot spice of the whiskey to burn then soothe my throat. Maybe if I drink enough, I’ll fall into a drunken sleep that won’t allow me to jump at every creak and rattle through the night.

I’m about to pour a second glass, when the buzzer for the door goes.

It buzzes a second time and I look at the grainy CCTV image, to see the familiar figure of Declan Heaney looking into the lens.

‘Ingrid?’ he asks. ‘It’s Declan. I’m just checking you’re okay. After what happened at the Dohertys’? I was just passing …’ he mumbles. ‘Can I come up?’

No, I think. I just want to drink myself into semi-oblivion and go to sleep.

‘I’m not sure that’s a good idea,’ I say.

‘Sure, it’s only me,’ he says. ‘I won’t be long. Honest. I just wanted to have a quick chat. See if you’re okay. And here, I’ve heard a whisper about what happened at the Dohertys’. It might be a lead for you to follow. But look, if it makes you feel uncomfortable …’

I think of him. Harmless – lonely, too. Just like me, I suppose. I think of the contrast in his life compared to Niall’s and hit the button to let him in before quickly running to my room and changing into a pair of jeans and a jumper.

When I open the door, I’m glad to see he’s not in the same sorry state he was in when he last called. He seems sober. Or mostly sober. And while it’s clear he has been out in the rain, he isn’t soaked through.

‘Wild, isn’t it? That craic up in Creggan.’ He shakes his head. ‘I’m told it was brutal. Derry rumours have them cutting his tongue out, but I don’t think that’s true.’

‘It isn’t,’ I say before thinking that I really shouldn’t say any more. ‘I don’t know the ins and outs of it, but I do know that’s not the case.’

He nods. He’s a little fidgety, his eyes darting around the room. He spots the Jameson bottle on the worktop and I curse myself for not putting it away.

‘On the hard stuff?’ he asks as he slips off his jacket and hangs it on the back of one of my dining chairs.

‘Just a nightcap after a busy week,’ I say. ‘Can I get you a cup of tea?’

‘A swig of the Jameson would suit me better, but tea will do,’ he says, and I put the kettle on to boil.