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Chapters (100)
  1. Half Title
  2. Also By Natalie Fergie
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. 2011
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. 1908
  11. Chapter 3
  12. 1910
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. 1921
  41. Chapter 31
  42. 1931
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Chapter 33
  45. Chapter 34
  46. Chapter 35
  47. Chapter 36
  48. Chapter 37
  49. Chapter 38
  50. Chapter 39
  51. Chapter 40
  52. Chapter 41
  53. Chapter 42
  54. Chapter 43
  55. Chapter 44
  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Chapter 47
  59. Chapter 48
  60. Chapter 49
  61. 1951
  62. Chapter 50
  63. 2011
  64. Chapter 51
  65. Chapter 52
  66. Chapter 53
  67. Chapter 54
  68. Chapter 55
  69. Chapter 56
  70. Chapter 57
  71. Chapter 58
  72. Chapter 59
  73. Chapter 60
  74. Chapter 61
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Chapter 64
  78. Chapter 65
  79. Chapter 66
  80. Chapter 67
  81. Chapter 68
  82. Chapter 69
  83. Chapter 70
  84. Chapter 71
  85. Chapter 72
  86. Chapter 73
  87. Chapter 74
  88. Chapter 75
  89. Chapter 76
  90. Chapter 77
  91. 2021
  92. Chapter 78
  93. Chapter 79
  94. Chapter 80
  95. 2022
  96. Chapter 81
  97. Parkin
  98. Acknowledgements
  99. About the Author
  100. About Embla Books

She cannot take a photograph because her camera is on her phone, and it lies smashed to bits in Edinburgh, but she doesn’t feel the need anyway. She opens her daysack and removes an envelope from the inside pocket. Her grandmother’s neat handwriting is easy to read in the bright sunlight. Georgia holds the still-sealed letter close to her heart. ‘This is your secret, Beatrice, not mine, so I’m not going to read what you have written. I’ll put it back in the box with the other things when I get home, just as it is.’ She puts it back into her bag and looks again at the long rows of white headstones. ‘I don’t think you are here, Grandpa,’ she whispers. ‘I think you would have spoken to me, if you were.’

*

On the way back into the village the cars swoop past, taking their owners home for lunch. They kick up little stones that sting her legs; her sandals are covered in road dust. She walks right through the centre of the village, ignoring the bistro offering two courses and a glass of wine for a dozen euros, and past the sweet, sticky temptations of the boulangerie. She looks at the map and heads for her second destination.

At the gate there is a different sign.

Cimitière Militaire Allemand

Instead of the rows of pure white stones, there are lines of simple black crosses stretching out in front of her. There is no central monument pointing up into the sky. It feels different, she thinks. There is so much space here.

She walks among the crosses, and is aware of a quite different arrangement from the straight paths she had seen an hour earlier. Each cross has two names, and two sets of dates on its horizontal limbs. And on the reverse, there are two more names. ‘Four graves for one cross,’ she says softly. ‘And no unknown soldiers. Or not here, anyway.’

Georgia walks slowly, reading the names, and recognising their youth as she goes. Near the boundary wall ahead of her is a slab of carved stone, set into the ground.

IN EINEM GEMEINSAMEN GRABE RUHEN HIER

Below is the word SOLDATEN, and some numbers. She dredges up the German she learned at university in her twenties and nods to herself.

IN A SHARED GRAVE HERE LIE . . .

This is the explanation. The unidentified soldiers are buried together beside a low wall at the edge of the cemetery.

She looks back towards the gate, and at the trees which make dappled shade in places. ‘So different, and yet the same,’ she whispers. ‘I know you are not here either, Grandpa. But I don’t think you would mind if you were in this place, beside these men.’

Chapter 73

September 2011

The house is quiet. Tess wanders around, tidying books, dusting mantelpieces. ‘I’ve forgotten what it’s like to live alone,’ she says to the silent rooms.