Chapters (100)
- Half Title
- Also By Natalie Fergie
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Contents
- 2011
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- 1908
- Chapter 3
- 1910
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- 1921
- Chapter 31
- 1931
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- 1951
- Chapter 50
- 2011
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- 2021
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- 2022
- Chapter 81
- Parkin
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- About Embla Books
But Baxter, ever hopeful of more biscuits, is having none of it, and follows Tess up the stairs and back down again with great determination. They leave by the back door, Baxter wearing his new bright green harness.
Outside in the street Tess instinctively feels for the clip-on fitness tracker she keeps in the pocket of her fleece and pulls it out to examine it. The battery has been flat for days and there seems little point in carrying it if she isn’t going to store the data and analyse it and compare it to last week, last month, last year, and look at her weight and compare that with the step count and plan the next week ahead and . . . she holds it gingerly between her finger and thumb as though it is contaminated in some way. How long has she been using it? She tries to remember. September, the birthday before last. Sixteen months? Seventeen? It was her birthday present from Patrick, bought on a trip to New York, just after it was launched. All those steps counted, notes compared as she tried to beat his daily total, and then feeling like a complete slacker when he out-stepped her. And what did any of it mean now anyway? She takes a firmer hold of Baxter’s lead, and sets off for Blackford Pond and the hills behind it. As she turns the corner, she pauses briefly and discards the tracker on the waist-high wall of a random house. Baxter is already tugging on the lead, and is ready to get up to his belly in leaves and mud. He doesn’t care about the number of steps he takes, and now, neither does she.
Chapter 58
Mid-March 2011
Tess and Georgia both hear the letterbox snap, and they reach the front door at the same time. Georgia is wrapped up in a tangerine bathrobe and is pink-faced from being in a hot shower for longer than usual. A white towel is wrapped around her wet hair like a turban and it makes her look even more flushed.
Tess has careered down the stairs at full pelt, chasing Baxter, who seems to anticipate the arrival of the post as though a sixth sense is sending him messages from the end of the street. The two women stand politely, each waiting for the other to bend down and retrieve the letters from the mat. They aren’t yet completely at home in one another’s company, and a degree of reserve is still there, despite the best efforts of Baxter, who pesters each of them for treats, without favour.