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Chapters (100)
  1. Half Title
  2. Also By Natalie Fergie
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. 2011
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. 1908
  11. Chapter 3
  12. 1910
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. 1921
  41. Chapter 31
  42. 1931
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Chapter 33
  45. Chapter 34
  46. Chapter 35
  47. Chapter 36
  48. Chapter 37
  49. Chapter 38
  50. Chapter 39
  51. Chapter 40
  52. Chapter 41
  53. Chapter 42
  54. Chapter 43
  55. Chapter 44
  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Chapter 47
  59. Chapter 48
  60. Chapter 49
  61. 1951
  62. Chapter 50
  63. 2011
  64. Chapter 51
  65. Chapter 52
  66. Chapter 53
  67. Chapter 54
  68. Chapter 55
  69. Chapter 56
  70. Chapter 57
  71. Chapter 58
  72. Chapter 59
  73. Chapter 60
  74. Chapter 61
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Chapter 64
  78. Chapter 65
  79. Chapter 66
  80. Chapter 67
  81. Chapter 68
  82. Chapter 69
  83. Chapter 70
  84. Chapter 71
  85. Chapter 72
  86. Chapter 73
  87. Chapter 74
  88. Chapter 75
  89. Chapter 76
  90. Chapter 77
  91. 2021
  92. Chapter 78
  93. Chapter 79
  94. Chapter 80
  95. 2022
  96. Chapter 81
  97. Parkin
  98. Acknowledgements
  99. About the Author
  100. About Embla Books

‘I know. I’ve been trying to work out why that might be.’ Georgia runs her fingers along the sealed edge. ‘It was in Annie’s jewellery box, so she knew about it, but she didn’t open it either. I’ve been trying to imagine what I might have done if I’d been in Ursula’s shoes. If a letter arrived for someone who was missing. A personal letter for someone I thought of as my son. Would I open it? And what if I wasn’t totally convinced the person was dead? Would that make a difference?’

Tess frowned. ‘You might keep it safe for them, for when they got home?’

‘You can see how that might happen.’

‘What are you going to do with it?’

‘I don’t know.’ Georgia gets up quickly, as though there are suddenly a hundred things to be done. Her phone, which is lying on the table, gets caught in her sleeve as she stands and is launched across the room. It lands with a thud on the corner of the stone hearth and they both watch in horror as the screen smashes.

Georgia is first to speak. ‘Well, that changes things a bit. There won’t be enough time to get it fixed before I leave. I suppose I’ll just have to print off all my tickets and hotel reservations. It will be quite like the old days to be going away without being in touch with the world back home.’

Chapter 72

September 2011

The maître d’ of the small hotel where she is staying has provided Georgia with a map, and circled her destinations in incongruous purple pencil.

She walks along the pavement, following the route he has suggested. At the edge of the village, past the last of the houses, she sees the tree-green sign.

Commonwealth War Graves Commission.

She opens the low gate and steps into the cemetery. It’s a warm day. Above her are swifts, swooping across the blue sky. They do not scream. The grass is closely mown. This is a place that’s looked after with pride, she thinks. She sits on a bench near the side wall for almost half an hour, feeling no pressing need to wander among the graves, no urge to read the names so carefully carved on the headstones. It’s enough to simply be present.

Eventually, she gets to her feet and begins to walk along the rows. A lesson in regimental history, and in lives cut short, unfolds with each step. Every so often she comes upon a stone without a name. And another, and another, and another.

She makes her way along every row, finding more and more nameless white slabs.

‘Is this you, Finlay?’ she says to each one. ‘Is this you?’