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Chapters (100)
  1. Half Title
  2. Also By Natalie Fergie
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. 2011
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. 1908
  11. Chapter 3
  12. 1910
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. 1921
  41. Chapter 31
  42. 1931
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Chapter 33
  45. Chapter 34
  46. Chapter 35
  47. Chapter 36
  48. Chapter 37
  49. Chapter 38
  50. Chapter 39
  51. Chapter 40
  52. Chapter 41
  53. Chapter 42
  54. Chapter 43
  55. Chapter 44
  56. Chapter 45
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Chapter 47
  59. Chapter 48
  60. Chapter 49
  61. 1951
  62. Chapter 50
  63. 2011
  64. Chapter 51
  65. Chapter 52
  66. Chapter 53
  67. Chapter 54
  68. Chapter 55
  69. Chapter 56
  70. Chapter 57
  71. Chapter 58
  72. Chapter 59
  73. Chapter 60
  74. Chapter 61
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Chapter 64
  78. Chapter 65
  79. Chapter 66
  80. Chapter 67
  81. Chapter 68
  82. Chapter 69
  83. Chapter 70
  84. Chapter 71
  85. Chapter 72
  86. Chapter 73
  87. Chapter 74
  88. Chapter 75
  89. Chapter 76
  90. Chapter 77
  91. 2021
  92. Chapter 78
  93. Chapter 79
  94. Chapter 80
  95. 2022
  96. Chapter 81
  97. Parkin
  98. Acknowledgements
  99. About the Author
  100. About Embla Books

She tries to imagine Ursula and John being here in 1921, with Annie by their side. She would have been twenty-three years old. Would she have been remembering the boys she teased in the school playground, as she stood among the graves? Or the lads who surrounded her at the roller-skating rink on Saturday afternoons? Perhaps she had a boyfriend or a lover who was called up but never returned. Other than Finlay, Annie had never spoken to her about the missing. Not a word.

In her online research, Georgia has seen a photograph of the cemetery from 1921, and knows that it would then have been filled with temporary wooden crosses with scratched-on details, not the carefully placed slabs of Portland stone professionally engraved with a cross or the occasional six-pointed star which are there now. She is quite sure that Ursula and John would have looked at every grave hunting for Finlay’s name; but they hadn’t found him. All they had was the letter from his commanding officer, saying that he had led his men courageously.

They would never have been asked about the personal words the stonemason might have carved at the foot of his headstone at a cost of threepence ha’penny per letter, because in the chaos, the Army didn’t know where Finlay was.

Did they guess? Did John choose a grave at random and decide that it was the one where his son lay?

She goes back to sit on the bench again and thinks about the scullery door, always left unlocked, just in case.

It’s almost noon when she stands to leave. The sun is overhead and there are few shadows. She has done her research and knows that when farmers or builders uncover the remains of a soldier, the Commission tries to find relatives. They look at dog tags and cap badges and regimental buttons and engraved hip flasks, and anything else that might help, but there is no guarantee of a correct identity because in the theatre of war, when men were killed by the thousand all around the battlefield, their uniforms were sometimes reused; taken off the corpses and put on by others who needed warmth or just something less worn out than what they were standing up in. She knows that occasionally there is a definite identification and sometimes it is discovered that the person already has a named grave, with a headstone placed there in error, bearing the name of another man. When this happens the Commission does not exhume the incorrectly identified soldier and try to establish who he might be. The original grave remains respectfully undisturbed, and a new headstone is carved and placed there instead.

Known Unto God.