Chapters (48)
- TITLE PAGE
- COPYRIGHT
- CONTENTS
- PROLOGUE
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
“Yep, but this time I can’t blame him.” Over the years, Dad had freaked out many times and called the police or Dean to check up on me somewhere. It was one of the reasons why I’d never had a boyfriend. I was sure he’d follow our every move, and I’d die of embarrassment. “I texted him when I spotted you sitting here, but he’s probably climbing the walls waiting for us to get back.”
“We should go?”
He nodded. “We’ll do this thing one step at a time, kiddo. One step at a time.” He reached out his hand to help me up, and I smiled at how much he sounded like Dad.
KATE
THEN
I moaned with ecstasy as the hot water spilled over my head. I couldn’t remember the last time it’d been hot. Even the water they’d used to bathe me with after I came out of the cellar had been cold. It felt so good it didn’t matter that I wasn’t in a real tub. I sat cross-legged in a hollowed-out tin while Margo bathed me in preparation for Scott’s visit. I was glad they’d allowed her to be the one. I’d still be mortified when she moved her way down to my private areas, but it’d be less awkward and embarrassing if it was her.
Her fingers massaged my scalp as she lathered my hair with shampoo. “Fill me in on how things are going,” she said, since I hadn’t seen her since the day I left the center.
I’d been secluded at a remote cabin in the woods with another recently converted disciple, Willow. New disciples were always paired up and served as each other’s mirror while undergoing their Phase One training.
“I really miss my family, but it’s a relief not to be living with one foot in both worlds,” I said. That had been the easiest part of settling into discipleship, not having to be in conflict all the time. “How long have I been gone?” I asked. Coming out of the cellar had been almost as disorienting as going in, since they’d taken us straight to the cabin and left us without any cues to time or the outside world, just like it’d been down there.
She shook her head. “Letting go of time takes a long time,” she said, laughing as she realized her play on words.