Chapters (48)
- TITLE PAGE
- COPYRIGHT
- CONTENTS
- PROLOGUE
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
“I said, be quiet, child,” he told her another time, but her cries didn’t relent. Before I could stop him, he slapped his hand over her mouth, so big it covered her tiny nose and mouth. She quieted instantly. Her body writhed underneath his. “Quiet now. There you go. Quiet.”
“Give her to me!” I screamed, ripping her from his hands.
His hand smacked me across the face. My skin stung as my teeth cut through my lower lip. He grabbed me by my hair and yanked me up, tightening his grip. “You do as the Lord commands. Do you understand me?”
Blood pooled in my mouth. “I understand, I understand,” I said as the blood drained down my throat. It wasn’t the first time he’d hit me, just the first time it’d been in the face. He released me, and I staggered backward, clutching Shiloh. I dropped my head down. “I’m sorry, Abner. I’m sorry. Please forgive me.”
He pointed to the tent entrance. “Get out.”
Margo and I had emerged from the birthing tent a few days ago, and so far neither of us had put our babies down. We wore them at all times. Each minute counted. Margo had pleaded our case to Will, but he’d barely let her speak before making it clear he sided with Abner. The children were the Lord’s—not ours—and giving them over to Abner to work with their souls so young would have a huge impact on the kingdom.
“You should hear Will. He’s just like, ‘I don’t see what the big deal is; they’ll be back.’ Uh, they’re babies?” She rolled her eyes. “He would’ve let Abner get him pregnant if he could have.”
I twisted toward her in shock. “Margo!”
“You know it’s true.”
Normally one of us would’ve laughed, but nothing about this was funny. How could one person take care of two infants in the middle of nowhere? Even the most skilled child expert couldn’t do it alone. And where would they be? They didn’t have a shelter or supplies. Would he take them someplace? Where would he take them? How would they get there? My brain spun with constant thoughts, and I hadn’t expected to sleep at all last night, but I did despite my worries. My sleep was fitful, continually interrupted with images of Abner returning from the woods empty handed, saying he’d lost our babies. It was awful.