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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. ONE
  6. First Kiss
  7. Stolen Moments
  8. Blues for Dante Alighieri
  9. What Was
  10. So What
  11. 31-Year-Old Lover
  12. Muse
  13. You Don’t Know What Love Is
  14. Blues for Roberto
  15. Ever After: A Paradelle
  16. Sonnenizio on a Line from Drayton
  17. Ex-boyfriends
  18. Dance
  19. TWO
  20. Death Poem
  21. Scary Movies
  22. Dead Girls
  23. Echo and Narcissus
  24. Eating Together
  25. Cat Poem
  26. Noir
  27. February 14
  28. And Then I Woke Up
  29. In Dreams
  30. The Work
  31. Fever Blues
  32. Washing
  33. THREE
  34. It
  35. Knowledge
  36. California Street
  37. The Way of the World
  38. Dear Sir or Madam
  39. One Nation Under God
  40. Chicken
  41. Missing Boy Blues
  42. Human Nature
  43. FOUR
  44. Lush Life
  45. Bad Girl
  46. ’Round Midnight
  47. South of the Border
  48. Body and Soul
  49. Blues for Robert Johnson
  50. This Poem Wants to Be a Rock and Roll Song So Bad
  51. Bugdom
  52. This Poem Is In Recovery
  53. FIVE
  54. Dear Reader
  55. On Knocking Over My Glass While Reading Sharon Olds
  56. Fuck
  57. Augury
  58. Proverbial
  59. Ceiling
  60. Conversation
  61. Romance
  62. Miniatures
  63. Kisses
  64. Acknowledgments
  65. Also by Kim Addonizio

Don’t call me, I tell you; it’s boring, boring

always to leap to the end of the story.

And this is the end. I’m leaving town.

This is the end: the tents torn down,

the animals making caged animal sounds.

Ever After: A Paradelle

EVER AFTER: A PARADELLE

He lies on his side like a glass knocked over.

He lies on his side like a glass knocked over.

Only a little sweetness left, poor boy.

Only a little sweetness left, poor boy.

Only his little lies, a glass-like sweetness.

Poor he, a left boy knocked over on side.

Now she loves him more, but won’t come back.

Now she loves him more, but won’t come back.

In dreams she cries and paints his face like a girl’s.

In dreams she cries and paints his face like a girl’s.

A girl’s more in dreams. She won’t like him now,

but loves his face. Come back, she paints and cries.

It rains and falls dark on the house they lived in together.

It rains and falls dark on the house they lived in together.

She is alone there, afraid when it falls and breaks over the roof.

She is alone there, afraid when it falls and breaks over the roof.

It is on the roof. Rains and falls. The house afraid

when it lived alone. There she breaks and falls over in dark.

Now, in the dark, he dreams.

She is like a sweetness in his side; she loves him back.

But it paints more lies. Afraid, his face won’t come together.

Little boy lived there on and on alone, only a girl’s poor roof

knocked over. When it breaks, the house cries like they left.

She rains. And a glass falls and falls.

note: for an explanation of the paradelle form, see Billy Collins’s “Paradelle for Susan” in his book Picnic, Lightning.

Sonnenizio on a Line from Drayton

SONNENIZIO ON A LINE FROM DRAYTON

Since there’s no help, come let us kiss and part;

or kiss anyway, let’s start with that, with the kissing part,

because it’s better than the parting part, isn’t it—-

we’re good at kissing, we like how that part goes:

we part our lips, our mouths get near and nearer,

then we’re close, my breasts, your chest, our bodies partway

to making love, so we might as well, part of me thinks—

the wrong part, I know, the bad part, but still

let’s pretend we’re at that party where we met

and scandalized everyone, remember that part? Hold me

like that again, unbutton my shirt, part of you

wants to I can tell, I’m touching that part and it says

yes, the ardent partisan, let it win you over,

it’s hopeless, come, we’ll kiss and part forever.