Chapters (65)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- ONE
- First Kiss
- Stolen Moments
- Blues for Dante Alighieri
- What Was
- So What
- 31-Year-Old Lover
- Muse
- You Don’t Know What Love Is
- Blues for Roberto
- Ever After: A Paradelle
- Sonnenizio on a Line from Drayton
- Ex-boyfriends
- Dance
- TWO
- Death Poem
- Scary Movies
- Dead Girls
- Echo and Narcissus
- Eating Together
- Cat Poem
- Noir
- February 14
- And Then I Woke Up
- In Dreams
- The Work
- Fever Blues
- Washing
- THREE
- It
- Knowledge
- California Street
- The Way of the World
- Dear Sir or Madam
- One Nation Under God
- Chicken
- Missing Boy Blues
- Human Nature
- FOUR
- Lush Life
- Bad Girl
- ’Round Midnight
- South of the Border
- Body and Soul
- Blues for Robert Johnson
- This Poem Wants to Be a Rock and Roll Song So Bad
- Bugdom
- This Poem Is In Recovery
- FIVE
- Dear Reader
- On Knocking Over My Glass While Reading Sharon Olds
- Fuck
- Augury
- Proverbial
- Ceiling
- Conversation
- Romance
- Miniatures
- Kisses
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Kim Addonizio
Don’t call me, I tell you; it’s boring, boring
always to leap to the end of the story.
And this is the end. I’m leaving town.
This is the end: the tents torn down,
the animals making caged animal sounds.
Ever After: A Paradelle
EVER AFTER: A PARADELLE
He lies on his side like a glass knocked over.
He lies on his side like a glass knocked over.
Only a little sweetness left, poor boy.
Only a little sweetness left, poor boy.
Only his little lies, a glass-like sweetness.
Poor he, a left boy knocked over on side.
Now she loves him more, but won’t come back.
Now she loves him more, but won’t come back.
In dreams she cries and paints his face like a girl’s.
In dreams she cries and paints his face like a girl’s.
A girl’s more in dreams. She won’t like him now,
but loves his face. Come back, she paints and cries.
It rains and falls dark on the house they lived in together.
It rains and falls dark on the house they lived in together.
She is alone there, afraid when it falls and breaks over the roof.
She is alone there, afraid when it falls and breaks over the roof.
It is on the roof. Rains and falls. The house afraid
when it lived alone. There she breaks and falls over in dark.
Now, in the dark, he dreams.
She is like a sweetness in his side; she loves him back.
But it paints more lies. Afraid, his face won’t come together.
Little boy lived there on and on alone, only a girl’s poor roof
knocked over. When it breaks, the house cries like they left.
She rains. And a glass falls and falls.
note: for an explanation of the paradelle form, see Billy Collins’s “Paradelle for Susan” in his book Picnic, Lightning.
Sonnenizio on a Line from Drayton
SONNENIZIO ON A LINE FROM DRAYTON
Since there’s no help, come let us kiss and part;
or kiss anyway, let’s start with that, with the kissing part,
because it’s better than the parting part, isn’t it—-
we’re good at kissing, we like how that part goes:
we part our lips, our mouths get near and nearer,
then we’re close, my breasts, your chest, our bodies partway
to making love, so we might as well, part of me thinks—
the wrong part, I know, the bad part, but still
let’s pretend we’re at that party where we met
and scandalized everyone, remember that part? Hold me
like that again, unbutton my shirt, part of you
wants to I can tell, I’m touching that part and it says
yes, the ardent partisan, let it win you over,
it’s hopeless, come, we’ll kiss and part forever.