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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

“One-time Alpine skiing champion? No? Nothing? Didn’t make the news where you were, I guess. Well, I told you that I had to stop skiing because I got injured, and that’s true. But I didn’t tell you why I got injured, or why I decided not to just rehab and keep going, which believe me, I want more than anything in the world to do. But my mental game is shot, probably forever at this point. And that’s because of something that happened nowhere near the mountain. Would you like to guess?” I ask, vaguely aware that I’m wildly overreacting but so filled with a righteous rage that I can’t stop. Suddenly, all I can see are Gemma’s lies, the charm, the manipulative veneer—I’m not talking to her anymore, I’m talking to Penny. She shakes her head. “My sister, Penny Cleary-Granger, is one of the most infamous women in America, Gemma. A year and a half ago, while I was on a flight home, she murdered her daughter. And what’s more, she was acquitted. So I’m afraid Worst Mother in the World is a title that’s already been claimed.”

Liz Gets the Full Story

THE NEXT day, Cali asks me to meet her at Recoleta Cemetery. Amazingly, she’s never been. We get large coffees to take with us, and for a while we quietly stroll and make small talk: commenting on the briskness of the day and the beauty of the extraordinary cemetery with its vast marble mausoleums built side by side like a small city, with narrow cobblestone corridors running in between. We pass Evita’s grave, and though it’s relatively nondescript, it’s surrounded by a clutch of tourists snapping photos.

“Huh,” Cali says, as we stand there for a minute before moving on. “It’s kind of the Mona Lisa of this place. All hype.”

“Come on, I’ll show you one of my favorites,” I say, and a few minutes later, we approach the family pantheon of Dorrego-Ortiz Basualdo.

“This is more like it,” Cali says, taking in the ornate candelabra with the sculpted marble woman beside it. “This looks like a nice place to live, let alone be dead in.”

For a moment, we’re quiet.

“So . . .” Cali says. “Are we going to talk about last night or nah?”

I smile and shake my head. “Gemma.”

“She was really upset after you left,” Cali says. After my tirade, I’d stormed out and gone home alone with my righteous indignation.

“She hit a nerve. A few different nerves, actually.”

“But you hadn’t told her any of that, had you?”

I shake my head.

“God, I must have sounded deranged.”

“Only a little.” She smiles.

“I just . . . I guess I find it hard to be sympathetic to someone who’s in a mess of her own making.”