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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

“Well, that’s the other thing,” Cali says. “You didn’t really stick around for the whole story.”

Cali fills me in. I’d known about Gemma’s psychotic break, but what she’d been too ashamed to share was that, in a moment of the excruciating paranoia that had characterized her episodes, she’d packed her girls into the car and ended up nearly driving over a cliff with them. She’d come to with her children screaming from the backseat and the car teetering on the precipice of oblivion. Leaving London hadn’t been self-indulgence; she’d been protecting them.

“And no one knew this?” I ask, feeling a pang of guilt. I’d conflated Gemma with my sister, but she was nothing like her. If only my sister had removed herself from her child.

“Edward knew most of it.”

“Well, I feel like an asshole now.”

“Nah. None of us had the full story. She’ll understand.”

We’re quiet for a moment as we stroll among the crypts. The Recoleta Cemetery is eerie but peaceful too.

“Can I ask you something?”

“Anything.”

“You and Edward?”

“Eh.” Cali smiles. “We made out a couple of times. Nothing major. I find him kind of sexy, to be honest, even though he’d make a terrible boyfriend.”

“Yeah, I suppose he would.”

“Better as a friend. And actually, speaking of Edward, I have something to tell you.”

“Oh, okay.”

“I’m leaving Buenos Aires.”

My heart drops through my stomach. The idea of being here without Cali is unfathomable, especially if I decide to stay.

“Are you going home?”

“Actually, I’m moving to Paris.”

“Paris! Wow. Okay. Wait, what does Edward have to do with this? You said ‘speaking of Edward.’ ”

“Oh, well, Edward knows one of the major donors to the Philharmonie de Paris. I know, la-di-da.”

“Of course he does.”

“Right? But, he said he can get me an audition, and I might as well take him up on it. I miss the cello too much, and I really can’t go back to New York. Maybe someday. But I’ve loved living abroad, I’m not ready to be done with the adventure. It’s been the silver lining of this whole thing. I probably never would have done it otherwise.”

“Do you speak any French?”

She shook her head. “No, but I’ll learn. I’m good with languages.”

“You are. When do you leave?”

“Friday.”

“Wow, Jesus that’s fast. That’s great, Cali. I mean it sucks, I’ll miss you. But I’m really happy for you.”

“Thanks, babe.”

We stroll along one of the corridors of the cemetery. The skies are clouding a bit above us, and the shadows give even the most sparkling white tombs a sinister feel.