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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

“Well, Edward’s never had much use—or need, I might add—for practicality,” Gemma continues. “In case you hadn’t gathered this, his family is minted on the British and the Porteño side. He ostensibly works for the family biz but can more or less come and go as he pleases. I’m not sure he’s even bothering with the ruse of work at the moment. Other than his artistic patronage. Edward never stays anywhere long enough for moss to grow, let alone roots to take hold. In that, Buenos Aires suits him perfectly: we’re all on the run from something here.”

I nod. “My friends back home are all so tight-knit. I didn’t want people to feel like they had to take sides.” This is true, I didn’t want people to choose sides, mostly because I knew they’d choose Luke. Who wouldn’t? Luke is still the golden boy, whereas I’m no one now. I realize that without the additional context, disappearing into a foreign country following a breakup seems dramatic. But for all they know, I’m a big old drama queen and this is just the sort of thing I do. Maybe I am now. Maybe that’s who Liz is.

“What about the other one, the brother?” Cali asks. I can’t help but smile when I think of him. He’d been so much braver in the end. I see him so clearly now, now that it’s all too late.

“Blair. We’re still friends. But he doesn’t know I’m here. I told my parents where I was going, that’s about it,” I say.

“There’s more to that story,” Gemma says knowingly, “and we’ll get it out of you eventually.”

Penny Is Having a Baby

THEY WERE always so focused on Katie, they must not have seen it.

She really was probably neglected.

Something must have happened to her when she was a kid.

I don’t pretend to know the shape or the depths of what went wrong with Penny, but I do know that it’s not my parents’ fault. I think anyone close to us knows this too. The public is a different matter. People need there to be a root cause, some defining incident or an entire brutal history that drove Penny to do what she did. If there’s nothing to pin it on, if Penny is just a random aberration, it means it could happen to anyone. It means that their daughters or sisters might also grow up to be monsters.