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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

On our first full day, we take a Jeep tour through tangled forests and sparkling lakes, which send an unexpected flash of longing for home through me. There’s a couple on our tour—half Argentine, half American, one speaking Spanish, the other speaking English with our guide, and Cali and I pivoting between the two. The couple has been together two years; he’d just been to visit her family in one of the northern provinces. “Good thing I speak some Spanish now,” he tells us in English. “He doesn’t speak any Spanish,” she tells us later in Spanish. I ask how they talk to each other. She flicks the cigarette she’s smoking. “We don’t!” she says cheerfully, and the three of us laugh and laugh. Lunch is served in a tiny tent that we come across, seemingly by magic, in the forest where there’s a burly cook who serves us bloody, delicious steak and quotes Borges.

On our second day, we take a cruise through the accessible parts of the bay and spot sea lions and penguins on the harsh, barren shores of the island.

Though there isn’t much to the town itself, the views from the bay are spectacular, and we spend a long afternoon wandering around. There is a large sign in the classic Argentine fileteado that reads USHUAIA: FIN DEL MUNDO. The end of the earth.

“Liz, go hop in there and I’ll take a picture!” Cali says.

I’m standing next to the sign smiling broadly when I hear her.

“Katie?”

The sound of my name, which I haven’t heard in months now, is immediately disorienting. I turn in the direction of the woman who says it. Cali is watching, bemused, thinking that this stranger has mistaken me for someone else.

“Katie Cleary!” Now she’s only a few feet from me and I process her face.

“Kjersti!”

I wrap my arms around her: my rival, my friend. Fresh off her gold medal win.

“What are you doing here?” she says. “Where have you been? You dropped off the face of the earth, and now I find you at the end of the earth!” I’m not sure if Kjersti is as adorably corny in Norwegian as she is in English, but if not, the Norwegians are missing out.

“Oh, um . . . I’m living in Buenos Aires right now. I’m just here visiting with my friend, Cali.” I look over to see Cali standing apart from us, looking confused and reticent. I wave her over with a look that I hope says that I’ll explain later.

“Kjersti Larsen, Calliope Ford. Cali, meet Kjersti, my old friend and newly minted gold medal downhill racer.”

“Oh shit,” Cali says as the two shake hands. “That’s incredible, congrats!”

“Thank you, and nice to meet you. I love Buenos Aires. San Telmo,” she says, clutching her heart, “my favorite.”