Chapters (58)
- Cover
- Dedication
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
- CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
- CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
- CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FIFTY
- CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- RESOURCES
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
“Phones off,” Mrs. C says way too cheerfully. And even though I think that’s a dumb rule, I hit the power button anyway. I suck in my lips and make a big show of dropping my phone into my bag. She’s right; I have to focus. I have to get in the right headspace. I am infusing my music with passion. I am calculating exactly what it needs. I am exceeding expectations always. I am getting that scholarship.
CHAPTER TWELVE
BATS: Distract me. I’m begging you.
PEAK: What’s wrong?
BATS: I just gotta get outta my head for a minute and I think we’ve exhausted every bat meme in existence.
PEAK: Want to talk about it?
BATS: No? Yes? I have to do something tomorrow. I can’t tell if I’m dreading it or excited.
PEAK: I get it. I feel like that before some performances.
BATS: Are you going to finally tell me what you’re performing? Or are we sticking with “a thing”?
PEAK: Two guesses.
BATS: Tap dancing?
PEAK: No. It’s an instrument.
BATS: Okay, I got it.
PEAK: Yeah?
BATS: It’s the kazoo. It’s definitely the kazoo. I can tell. The moment I saw you in the elevator, I said there’s a girl that knows how to blow.
PEAK: Yeah . . . um.
BATS: That . . . came out wrong.
PEAK: Right.
BATS: I didn’t mean it like that. I swear.
PEAK: Moving on . . . Cello.
BATS: Cello?
PEAK: The thing I perform.
BATS: Are you good?
PEAK: Yes.
BATS: How good?
PEAK: Principal in the all-state orchestra good.
BATS: I have no idea what that means.
PEAK: It means I beat all the other cellists in the state.
BATS: Holy shit, Peak. Send me something.
PEAK: What???
BATS: Do you ever record yourself playing?
PEAK: Mostly just for auditions.
BATS: Can I see?
PEAK: I’m totally going to regret this. MVMT 1 Final Final For Real It’s not a video, but . . .
BATS: Wait. Was part of that the ringtone from prom?
PEAK:
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Maybe. You like it?
BATS: I fucking love it.
PEAK: It’s Beethoven.
BATS: I have to go.
PEAK: You do?
BATS: I’m intimidated by your amazingness, so.
PEAK: You’re a huge dork, you know that?
BATS: I do, actually? And I’m sorry, but it’s a chronic condition. So yeah. Get in or get out on that front. Except please do not get out.
PEAK: Here I was worried you were luring me in with your awkward dorkiness, only to later prove yourself a dashing trust fund playboy or something.
BATS: Dashing trust fund playboys can be dorks.
PEAK: Yeah?
BATS: I could be both.
PEAK: Sure.
BATS: I could!
PEAK: I said sure!
BATS: No you said “Sure.” Totally different.
PEAK: You caught me.
BATS:
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