Chapters (34)
Her black hair was pulled back in her signature tight twist. Gold earrings dropped from her lobes. Her forehead wrinkled up as she peered at me as if I were a curious oddity. The calm, untroubled look she’d worn all day could no longer be explained away by Botox. She studied me. Probably thought I was high. Probably wondered why I was wearing a prom dress and a man’s watch to a funeral.
“Please, she would want me to take care of it.”
I could tell Mrs. K. didn’t want to deal with it, with me. She didn’t want me stopping by, and she wasn’t about to come to my house. I wasn’t Chelsea Westad. And I wasn’t the twin sister of the girl in the box. She wrestled with the fact that it was just a sack of flour; what value could it possibly have? Her daughter’s academic career was over, not that it’d been going anywhere before. But then she let out a charitable sigh. “I’ll bring it by the school. I’m going to bring her books by the office tomorrow.”
I tripped over the words to thank her as my mind digested the fact that they’d already addressed the issue of what to do with the dead girl’s textbooks.
Immediately, I thought of Kori’s room, of all the things we’d traded over the past two years. Photos. Trinkets. How many of Kori’s secrets lay vulnerable in the Aspen Grove house? In a panicked moment, I spat out, uncensored, “If there is anything of hers, you know … that you’re ever going to throw out, I’d really appreciate it if you’d … let me have it. Anything.”
Her mother’s skinny lips twitched like two little red worms on a fishing hook. Behind me, I could feel the warm smile of the lady waiting next in line. I could feel her listening to me. “You were very close, yes?” the woman asked, stroking my back. “I’m so sorry for your loss, dear.”
I didn’t nod; I didn’t want to risk losing contact with Mrs. K. Her lips inched, spreading into a stretched smile, like she would never have agreed if the woman touching me couldn’t hear. “Of course, dear,” she forced out.
“Thank you.”
I stepped out of the way and straight into Doc Ramsey’s embrace. My nostrils slammed shut at the smell of Doc’s suit jacket; he’d hugged a lot of women with very bad taste in perfume. I added the Ralph Lauren Romance Cole had spritzed me with to the mix as I clung to his size and strength. “Just so shocking,” was all he said as he took my elbow. I nodded and let him lead me out of the church.
“Let’s get you out of here …”
eleven
Kori wasn’t dead.