Chapters (58)
- Cover
- Dedication
- READY. SET. GO.
- WHAT HAD HAPPENED
- THE APPLE OF OUR EYE
- MISSION
- THE ODD COUPLE
- FLESH AND BLOOD
- THE FAST AND
- RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
- GUILTY…UNTIL
- POLICE STATE
- FAMILY MATTERS
- PAST IS ALWAYS PRESENT
- GOTCHA!
- LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON
- RUBY BRIDGES BRAVE
- VIGILANTES GET ISH DONE
- DON’T FREEZE
- BABY GOT BACK BURNERS
- SNITCHES GET STITCHES
- EACH ONE TEACH ONE
- WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED
- OUTLAWZ
- FUNNY THING
- TRUTH SERUM
- AT A CROSSROADS
- NO DISRESPECT
- RECEIPTS
- PLUS-ONE
- CRASH AND BURN
- WE GOT A SITUATION
- IF IT WALKS LIKE
- GUESS WHO’S COMING
- AMERIKKKA
- UNTHINKABLE
- TAKING CHANCES
- ONE DAY AT A TIME
- EAGLE HAS LANDED
- LET THE SAINTS SAY AMEN
- WILL WE EVER BE
- SECRETS DON’T STAY
- SKELETON IN THE CLOSET
- KILL TWO BIRDS
- I AIN’T NEVER SCARED
- PILLAR OF SALT
- COMING HOME
- ALL OUT OF OPTIONS
- IT GETS WORSE
- RELIEF AND PAIN
- THE TRUTH SHALL
- X FACTOR
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Author’s Note
- ADDITIONAL RESOURCES
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
“Don’t be like that now, Tracy. Hold your head up. I still love you. Still love your mama, Jamal, too. But I can’t lose one of my boys. They all I got.”
“I know.” I turn back to the car.
“How your daddy doing?” Mrs. Ridges yells after me.
I put my hand up to block the sun and see if she really wants to know.
“He’s okay.” My voice cracks. “He got less than a year, you know.” I stand there, waiting for her to say more. She almost seems like she’s done with me, but then she speaks again.
“I be praying for him, you know. Every day. Always in my prayers. We lost Jackson. We don’t need to lose nobody else. So, you tell him I say hi. You tell him…” Her voice stops, choking on her words. “I hope God’ll answer y’all’s prayers. Bring him and Jamal home.”
She steps into her car, waving at Malcolm to hurry up and get inside. Malcolm catches my attention, pointing to the garage before he waves goodbye. That’s when I notice Quincy’s Impala hidden behind Mrs. Ridges’s car. That garage never could close all the way.
Quincy’s home.
GOTCHA!
I walk around the porch to the back window and spot Quincy watching TV. I tap on the glass and give him a winning smile.
I read Quincy’s lips: Shit.
When I come around, Quincy’s already by the door, leaning on the frame. Even though he is lounging around the house, he never looks unkempt. Locs twisted tight, clean-shaven, and crisp white shirt and blue jeans.
“What’s the occasion?” Quincy’s locs sway as he checks me up and down. His soft brown eyes perk up, curious.
“What’s up with having your mom cover for you?”
“That was all her.”
I study him. He looks like he’s telling the truth, and Malcolm acted surprised when she mentioned Quincy wasn’t home.
“Can I come in?” I step closer, foot in the doorway and hand on my hips.
“A’ight.” Quincy towers over me as he leads me to his family room. Stacked up along the wall is his DVD master collection of The Wire. He binge-watches like new episodes are still coming out. He turns the volume down on the television.
“You talk to Jamal?” I ask.
“Your brother?”
“Of course, fool.”
“Damn, Tracy.” Quincy cocks his head to the side. “Why you always gotta run that mouth of yours?”
“You like it,” I say. “When was the last time you talked to my brother?”
“Why? You ratting him out or something?” Quincy points for me to sit right next to him. Normally, I’d choose the opposite seat to get under his skin, but I don’t.
“Does that mean you’re finally going to admit you’re happy to see me?” Quincy loosens a grin when I sit next to him.