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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. READY. SET. GO.
  4. WHAT HAD HAPPENED
  5. THE APPLE OF OUR EYE
  6. MISSION
  7. THE ODD COUPLE
  8. FLESH AND BLOOD
  9. THE FAST AND
  10. RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
  11. GUILTY…UNTIL
  12. POLICE STATE
  13. FAMILY MATTERS
  14. PAST IS ALWAYS PRESENT
  15. GOTCHA!
  16. LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON
  17. RUBY BRIDGES BRAVE
  18. VIGILANTES GET ISH DONE
  19. DON’T FREEZE
  20. BABY GOT BACK BURNERS
  21. SNITCHES GET STITCHES
  22. EACH ONE TEACH ONE
  23. WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED
  24. OUTLAWZ
  25. FUNNY THING
  26. TRUTH SERUM
  27. AT A CROSSROADS
  28. NO DISRESPECT
  29. RECEIPTS
  30. PLUS-ONE
  31. CRASH AND BURN
  32. WE GOT A SITUATION
  33. IF IT WALKS LIKE
  34. GUESS WHO’S COMING
  35. AMERIKKKA
  36. UNTHINKABLE
  37. TAKING CHANCES
  38. ONE DAY AT A TIME
  39. EAGLE HAS LANDED
  40. LET THE SAINTS SAY AMEN
  41. WILL WE EVER BE
  42. SECRETS DON’T STAY
  43. SKELETON IN THE CLOSET
  44. KILL TWO BIRDS
  45. I AIN’T NEVER SCARED
  46. PILLAR OF SALT
  47. COMING HOME
  48. ALL OUT OF OPTIONS
  49. IT GETS WORSE
  50. RELIEF AND PAIN
  51. THE TRUTH SHALL
  52. X FACTOR
  53. TWO MONTHS LATER
  54. Author’s Note
  55. ADDITIONAL RESOURCES
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Don’t be like that now, Tracy. Hold your head up. I still love you. Still love your mama, Jamal, too. But I can’t lose one of my boys. They all I got.”

“I know.” I turn back to the car.

“How your daddy doing?” Mrs. Ridges yells after me.

I put my hand up to block the sun and see if she really wants to know.

“He’s okay.” My voice cracks. “He got less than a year, you know.” I stand there, waiting for her to say more. She almost seems like she’s done with me, but then she speaks again.

“I be praying for him, you know. Every day. Always in my prayers. We lost Jackson. We don’t need to lose nobody else. So, you tell him I say hi. You tell him…” Her voice stops, choking on her words. “I hope God’ll answer y’all’s prayers. Bring him and Jamal home.”

She steps into her car, waving at Malcolm to hurry up and get inside. Malcolm catches my attention, pointing to the garage before he waves goodbye. That’s when I notice Quincy’s Impala hidden behind Mrs. Ridges’s car. That garage never could close all the way.

Quincy’s home.

GOTCHA!

I walk around the porch to the back window and spot Quincy watching TV. I tap on the glass and give him a winning smile.

I read Quincy’s lips: Shit.

When I come around, Quincy’s already by the door, leaning on the frame. Even though he is lounging around the house, he never looks unkempt. Locs twisted tight, clean-shaven, and crisp white shirt and blue jeans.

“What’s the occasion?” Quincy’s locs sway as he checks me up and down. His soft brown eyes perk up, curious.

“What’s up with having your mom cover for you?”

“That was all her.”

I study him. He looks like he’s telling the truth, and Malcolm acted surprised when she mentioned Quincy wasn’t home.

“Can I come in?” I step closer, foot in the doorway and hand on my hips.

“A’ight.” Quincy towers over me as he leads me to his family room. Stacked up along the wall is his DVD master collection of The Wire. He binge-watches like new episodes are still coming out. He turns the volume down on the television.

“You talk to Jamal?” I ask.

“Your brother?”

“Of course, fool.”

“Damn, Tracy.” Quincy cocks his head to the side. “Why you always gotta run that mouth of yours?”

“You like it,” I say. “When was the last time you talked to my brother?”

“Why? You ratting him out or something?” Quincy points for me to sit right next to him. Normally, I’d choose the opposite seat to get under his skin, but I don’t.

“Does that mean you’re finally going to admit you’re happy to see me?” Quincy loosens a grin when I sit next to him.