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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. READY. SET. GO.
  4. WHAT HAD HAPPENED
  5. THE APPLE OF OUR EYE
  6. MISSION
  7. THE ODD COUPLE
  8. FLESH AND BLOOD
  9. THE FAST AND
  10. RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
  11. GUILTY…UNTIL
  12. POLICE STATE
  13. FAMILY MATTERS
  14. PAST IS ALWAYS PRESENT
  15. GOTCHA!
  16. LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON
  17. RUBY BRIDGES BRAVE
  18. VIGILANTES GET ISH DONE
  19. DON’T FREEZE
  20. BABY GOT BACK BURNERS
  21. SNITCHES GET STITCHES
  22. EACH ONE TEACH ONE
  23. WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED
  24. OUTLAWZ
  25. FUNNY THING
  26. TRUTH SERUM
  27. AT A CROSSROADS
  28. NO DISRESPECT
  29. RECEIPTS
  30. PLUS-ONE
  31. CRASH AND BURN
  32. WE GOT A SITUATION
  33. IF IT WALKS LIKE
  34. GUESS WHO’S COMING
  35. AMERIKKKA
  36. UNTHINKABLE
  37. TAKING CHANCES
  38. ONE DAY AT A TIME
  39. EAGLE HAS LANDED
  40. LET THE SAINTS SAY AMEN
  41. WILL WE EVER BE
  42. SECRETS DON’T STAY
  43. SKELETON IN THE CLOSET
  44. KILL TWO BIRDS
  45. I AIN’T NEVER SCARED
  46. PILLAR OF SALT
  47. COMING HOME
  48. ALL OUT OF OPTIONS
  49. IT GETS WORSE
  50. RELIEF AND PAIN
  51. THE TRUTH SHALL
  52. X FACTOR
  53. TWO MONTHS LATER
  54. Author’s Note
  55. ADDITIONAL RESOURCES
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

“I talked to Chris. He blames Jamal for her death, but he admitted to me that Jamal arrived after Chris found her body. It didn’t sound like he actually thinks Jamal did it. Just that it was his fault that caused it to happen, for whatever reasons.”

Beverly nods. “The window for Angela’s murder is tight between the calls and when Chris found her. That’s why this phone might help. We also need to hear from Jamal.”

“But Chris was out there with her body. Couldn’t Jamal say he caught Chris in the act—killing her?”

“If Jamal hadn’t run, and if he’d called the police right then and there, he’d be better off. But he ran. Now he looks guilty.”

I take stock of the police station. Everything probably happened so fast, and it’s too late for Jamal to backtrack and share his statement. No one’s going to believe him.

“What do you know about the Pike?” I ask. “Angela took photos on a couple of Tuesday nights. Can’t be a coincidence…Angela…was murdered on a Tuesday?”

“The Pike is generally empty, known for parties, and that’s it. Don’t know about Tuesdays. I don’t usually have that route. I can ask around.”

“Good,” I say. “Let me know.”

“Tracy.” Beverly puts both hands on the edge of my window. “I’ll find out more. You’re going to have to trust me, though. Police investigations are—”

“Police business, I know.” I search her eyes. “Beverly, if you find out something you don’t like, be careful who you trust.”

Beverly takes a step back, glancing all around before taking the phone, tucking it into her pocket, and entering the police station.

I want to trust her, too, but I don’t know if I do enough to put my brother’s life at risk.

I also don’t think I have a choice.

PLUS-ONE

Some would call this party crashing, but technically I’m Dean’s plus-one. The senior graduation party is the most exclusive party of the year, held at the biggest house. Which means usually most of the white kids go, and everyone else hitches rides with their white friends so the cops aren’t called by neighbors—neighbors who are perfectly fine with ragers, but not a car full of Black and brown kids. It would’ve been at Angela’s this year, but now it’s at Mandy Peters’s.

“You sure this is a good idea?” Dean asks.

“What?” I step outside, readjust my dark green off-the-shoulder minidress. “It’s just a party.”

“Neither of us is graduating.”

“You went last year.” I fumble through my bag to apply more lipstick. Then stretch out my natural hair that’s now all blown out.

“I crashed with the track team last year,” Dean says.

“Track team’s crashing again, so no big deal.”