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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. READY. SET. GO.
  4. WHAT HAD HAPPENED
  5. THE APPLE OF OUR EYE
  6. MISSION
  7. THE ODD COUPLE
  8. FLESH AND BLOOD
  9. THE FAST AND
  10. RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
  11. GUILTY…UNTIL
  12. POLICE STATE
  13. FAMILY MATTERS
  14. PAST IS ALWAYS PRESENT
  15. GOTCHA!
  16. LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON
  17. RUBY BRIDGES BRAVE
  18. VIGILANTES GET ISH DONE
  19. DON’T FREEZE
  20. BABY GOT BACK BURNERS
  21. SNITCHES GET STITCHES
  22. EACH ONE TEACH ONE
  23. WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED
  24. OUTLAWZ
  25. FUNNY THING
  26. TRUTH SERUM
  27. AT A CROSSROADS
  28. NO DISRESPECT
  29. RECEIPTS
  30. PLUS-ONE
  31. CRASH AND BURN
  32. WE GOT A SITUATION
  33. IF IT WALKS LIKE
  34. GUESS WHO’S COMING
  35. AMERIKKKA
  36. UNTHINKABLE
  37. TAKING CHANCES
  38. ONE DAY AT A TIME
  39. EAGLE HAS LANDED
  40. LET THE SAINTS SAY AMEN
  41. WILL WE EVER BE
  42. SECRETS DON’T STAY
  43. SKELETON IN THE CLOSET
  44. KILL TWO BIRDS
  45. I AIN’T NEVER SCARED
  46. PILLAR OF SALT
  47. COMING HOME
  48. ALL OUT OF OPTIONS
  49. IT GETS WORSE
  50. RELIEF AND PAIN
  51. THE TRUTH SHALL
  52. X FACTOR
  53. TWO MONTHS LATER
  54. Author’s Note
  55. ADDITIONAL RESOURCES
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

“If you know anything about his whereabouts, you should get him in here before—”

“Before what?” I breathe out heavy, angry.

“What exactly do you want my son for?” Mama tugs my arm back to take over the conversation.

“You’ll hear soon enough, but right now I’m going to ask you to get your daughter in line and bring your boy in.”

“I’ll bring my son in. Don’t worry about that.”

A Black officer tentatively steps inside. Relief shoots through me. It’s Beverly Ridges, Quincy’s older sister. Right after playing college basketball, she went to the police academy. Since joining the force, she’s kept her hair cropped short, so it takes me a second to recognize her. But everything else is the same, tall and fit.

Beverly looks at us, then up the stairs to Jamal’s room. She’s been in our house a dozen other times with Quincy. She’s Jamal’s oldest crush. Her senior year, she took Jamal to a dance because her date flaked on her. It was totally innocent, but as a freshman, Jamal couldn’t hide his crush on her. He’s always tried to play it off, but he loses all swagger around her.

“I came as soon as I heard,” Beverly says.

I can’t tell if she’s talking to Sheriff Brighton or us.

“We’re done here,” Sheriff Brighton answers. “Going to place an officer on-site in case he comes home.”

“I can take a shift,” Beverly says. “My mother’s house is on this side of town. Should be convenient enough.”

“I’m aware.” Sheriff Brighton quickly dismisses her.

He leaves the house, officers trailing behind. My shoulders settle once they’re finally gone.

“Mrs. Beaumont.” Beverly’s hands are clasped loosely behind her back.

Mama releases a soft smile before her eyes go dull again.

I know Jamal would feel some type of way that Bev is out here looking for him. We were all shocked when we heard Bev wanted to be on the same force that ruined our lives. Killed her dad.

“Why don’tcha put Corinne to bed, Tracy?” Mama asks.

“I wanna wait up for Jamal.” Corinne rubs at her eyes.

“He won’t be coming back tonight.” I put my arm around her, directing her to bed.

When I come downstairs, I catch Beverly telling Mama why they’re after Jamal.

“They found Angela Herron.” Beverly has a grim twist to her mouth. “Dead by the Pike.”

Nausea rolls through my body.

“Did you say dead?” I have to confirm.

Beverly nods, and my hand cups my mouth in shock. I’m stuck for a moment, eyes welling—I just saw Angela earlier today. Then I recall the blood on Jamal and the scratch on his neck. Fear wraps itself around my body because I don’t know what this means for Jamal.

“Oh my God.” Mama’s posture stiffens. “What happened?”

“She was murdered.”