Back This Is My America
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. READY. SET. GO.
  4. WHAT HAD HAPPENED
  5. THE APPLE OF OUR EYE
  6. MISSION
  7. THE ODD COUPLE
  8. FLESH AND BLOOD
  9. THE FAST AND
  10. RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
  11. GUILTY…UNTIL
  12. POLICE STATE
  13. FAMILY MATTERS
  14. PAST IS ALWAYS PRESENT
  15. GOTCHA!
  16. LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON
  17. RUBY BRIDGES BRAVE
  18. VIGILANTES GET ISH DONE
  19. DON’T FREEZE
  20. BABY GOT BACK BURNERS
  21. SNITCHES GET STITCHES
  22. EACH ONE TEACH ONE
  23. WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED
  24. OUTLAWZ
  25. FUNNY THING
  26. TRUTH SERUM
  27. AT A CROSSROADS
  28. NO DISRESPECT
  29. RECEIPTS
  30. PLUS-ONE
  31. CRASH AND BURN
  32. WE GOT A SITUATION
  33. IF IT WALKS LIKE
  34. GUESS WHO’S COMING
  35. AMERIKKKA
  36. UNTHINKABLE
  37. TAKING CHANCES
  38. ONE DAY AT A TIME
  39. EAGLE HAS LANDED
  40. LET THE SAINTS SAY AMEN
  41. WILL WE EVER BE
  42. SECRETS DON’T STAY
  43. SKELETON IN THE CLOSET
  44. KILL TWO BIRDS
  45. I AIN’T NEVER SCARED
  46. PILLAR OF SALT
  47. COMING HOME
  48. ALL OUT OF OPTIONS
  49. IT GETS WORSE
  50. RELIEF AND PAIN
  51. THE TRUTH SHALL
  52. X FACTOR
  53. TWO MONTHS LATER
  54. Author’s Note
  55. ADDITIONAL RESOURCES
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Jamal!” I cry out his name. “I’m sorry. I mean it.”

“You don’t wanna hang out with me anyway. Probably saw Mrs. Evans’s car at the store and turned around like a sucka.”

“For a second you had me feeling bad.”

“Please, you ain’t thinking about me. Dean’s mama has you shook, and you don’t know what to do about it.”

“It’s not my fault she acts the way she do. She don’t bother me, though. Dean’s my best friend. Not my boyfriend.”

“Good. Dean’s cool, but you know it’d never work out.”

Inside, I cringe.

“Not that I’m interested, but it doesn’t seem to stop you from messing with Angela.” I force a smirk.

“Not the same, but okay, playa’.”

“Stop.” I wave him off.

“Breaking hearts wherever she goes.” Jamal hits his fist playfully.

“I know what you’re trying to do.” I turn our conversation back. “I know you don’t believe it, but I wasn’t trying to hurt you.”

The door opens; on the other side is Jamal’s best friend, Quincy. Jamal got him a part-time job helping in the mix room.

“What up, T?” Quincy runs his hand along his chin and touches his locs framed around his ears.

I can never tell if Quincy flirts with me only to anger Jamal. I give a shy smile back. We used to be cool before he was shot. Before his dad was killed. That was a long time ago.

“Watch out. Jamal’s on one today.” I pass Quincy.

Quincy follows after me, the hem of his jeans hanging over his shoes, so he drags his leg real smooth and slow. His limp came after the shooting, but it’s now all part of his swagger.

“Where we going?” Quincy asks.

“We are going nowhere.” I smile. “Unless you wanna go through Jamal first?”

“You don’t think I would?” He sidles up next to me. “I’m waiting for my chance.”

Quincy’s got so many girls, I can’t take him seriously.

“Q, I’m right here, dude.” Jamal puffs out, ready to pounce on Quincy from the studio.

He switches back and forth, looking at me, then Jamal.

“Bye, Quincy.” I nudge him gently.

“Tracy.” He touches my arm. “Forget Jamal. He knows you were badass in that interview.”

My cheeks turn hot as I fumble, passing Quincy, who’s holding open the audio room door.

“Hold up, Tracy,” Jamal says. “I’ll be right back, Quincy.”

“A’ight.” Quincy takes a seat in the studio.

Jamal catches up to me and follows me downstairs. When we reach the lobby, Jamal gets serious. He’s done with the jokes.

“How was Pops?” Jamal asks.

The tension building in my chest loosens.