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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. READY. SET. GO.
  4. WHAT HAD HAPPENED
  5. THE APPLE OF OUR EYE
  6. MISSION
  7. THE ODD COUPLE
  8. FLESH AND BLOOD
  9. THE FAST AND
  10. RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
  11. GUILTY…UNTIL
  12. POLICE STATE
  13. FAMILY MATTERS
  14. PAST IS ALWAYS PRESENT
  15. GOTCHA!
  16. LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON
  17. RUBY BRIDGES BRAVE
  18. VIGILANTES GET ISH DONE
  19. DON’T FREEZE
  20. BABY GOT BACK BURNERS
  21. SNITCHES GET STITCHES
  22. EACH ONE TEACH ONE
  23. WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED
  24. OUTLAWZ
  25. FUNNY THING
  26. TRUTH SERUM
  27. AT A CROSSROADS
  28. NO DISRESPECT
  29. RECEIPTS
  30. PLUS-ONE
  31. CRASH AND BURN
  32. WE GOT A SITUATION
  33. IF IT WALKS LIKE
  34. GUESS WHO’S COMING
  35. AMERIKKKA
  36. UNTHINKABLE
  37. TAKING CHANCES
  38. ONE DAY AT A TIME
  39. EAGLE HAS LANDED
  40. LET THE SAINTS SAY AMEN
  41. WILL WE EVER BE
  42. SECRETS DON’T STAY
  43. SKELETON IN THE CLOSET
  44. KILL TWO BIRDS
  45. I AIN’T NEVER SCARED
  46. PILLAR OF SALT
  47. COMING HOME
  48. ALL OUT OF OPTIONS
  49. IT GETS WORSE
  50. RELIEF AND PAIN
  51. THE TRUTH SHALL
  52. X FACTOR
  53. TWO MONTHS LATER
  54. Author’s Note
  55. ADDITIONAL RESOURCES
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

I began writing in 2011, at thirty-two years old. I’d never thought of myself as a writer. I had terrible grammar (okay, still have). I want to thank the following people who at some point helped me grow as a writer—I am a better writer for their efforts. Thank you to Lindsey Alexander, Rachel Solomon, Suja Sukumar, Kiki Nguyen, Wade White, Laura VP, Aften Brooks Szymanski, PCC Crew, Jenny Chou, Cindy Rodriguez, Kara Taylor. And to my Willamette Writers/SCBWI Oregon family, who made me feel welcome in a space where there were only a couple of Black attendees each year: Fonda Lee (we pitched together years ago, and you were my first real-life writer friend), Christine Mitchell (one day I will write a script! You are a joy!), Joanna Bartlett (my roomie), Jennie Komp (write that book, it needs to be told), Cindy Swanson, and Heather Penn. And to the recent years’ WilWrite conference planners, who have made the effort to bring diverse speakers to Oregon. It matters and I appreciate it.

To the sponsors of all the writing contests I was successful at and those I wasn’t: I gained something through all of it. To all the people who create communities through social media: You make it a better place. Especially Brenda Drake, Kellye Garrett, and Beth Phelan.

To my first online writing and publishing communities: PCC for life, Write Pack, and the #Roaring20sdebutgroup. To all those who made voice and space for my book to even exist, such as the diversity kidlit groups, We Need Diverse Books, and Justina Ireland for Write in the Margins. Thank you.

To the people who tried to crush my dreams: You didn’t. I’m ten times stronger now.

To the Sigma Delta chapter of Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority, Inc.: As your graduate advisor, I hope you learn from me as much as I learn from you. To Zeta Sigma Omega chapter of Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority, Inc.: You continue to fill my tank of sisterhood and inspiration. Every day you hold your heads up and aspire to the highest standard. Be supreme in service to ALL mankind.

To all the Black student leaders I’ve been blessed to support and learn from, past and present: Your sacrifice to be an activist and leader will teach you lessons that will take you far in life, personally and professionally. You don’t sit back and watch, you move for change. Shout-out to BSU, BWA, BMA, BSTF, and whatever iteration of groups you turn into; keep trying to work together.

To Doneka, my bestie/boss: Thank you for pushing and supporting me. We don’t have easy positions, but you always have my back and make sure to tell me to “WRITE, so we can get up outta here.” I wouldn’t be able to manage writing, family, service, and work if I didn’t have people in my life like you who make it okay to do this.