Chapters (58)
- Cover
- Dedication
- READY. SET. GO.
- WHAT HAD HAPPENED
- THE APPLE OF OUR EYE
- MISSION
- THE ODD COUPLE
- FLESH AND BLOOD
- THE FAST AND
- RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
- GUILTY…UNTIL
- POLICE STATE
- FAMILY MATTERS
- PAST IS ALWAYS PRESENT
- GOTCHA!
- LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON
- RUBY BRIDGES BRAVE
- VIGILANTES GET ISH DONE
- DON’T FREEZE
- BABY GOT BACK BURNERS
- SNITCHES GET STITCHES
- EACH ONE TEACH ONE
- WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED
- OUTLAWZ
- FUNNY THING
- TRUTH SERUM
- AT A CROSSROADS
- NO DISRESPECT
- RECEIPTS
- PLUS-ONE
- CRASH AND BURN
- WE GOT A SITUATION
- IF IT WALKS LIKE
- GUESS WHO’S COMING
- AMERIKKKA
- UNTHINKABLE
- TAKING CHANCES
- ONE DAY AT A TIME
- EAGLE HAS LANDED
- LET THE SAINTS SAY AMEN
- WILL WE EVER BE
- SECRETS DON’T STAY
- SKELETON IN THE CLOSET
- KILL TWO BIRDS
- I AIN’T NEVER SCARED
- PILLAR OF SALT
- COMING HOME
- ALL OUT OF OPTIONS
- IT GETS WORSE
- RELIEF AND PAIN
- THE TRUTH SHALL
- X FACTOR
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Author’s Note
- ADDITIONAL RESOURCES
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
“We’ll take the cross down as soon as we can, Mrs. Beaumont,” Beverly says.
“Thank you, Bev,” Mama says. “How’s your mama doing?”
“She’s doing good, ma’am. I’ll tell her you asked about her.”
“Please do. Get the word out to the church and folks in Crowning Heights,” Mama says firmly. It’s code for “the Black community better meet about this.” I already have a plan formed on getting the word out tonight.
I can understand those who stayed away from us because of the criminal cases we were dealing with, but a cross burning is serious business. One that holds stories of blood and death. We should all be worried.
“Tell me, boy, does trouble always follow you?” Officer Clyde says to Steve. “You’re new to town, correct?”
“Stephen Jones,” Steve checks him. “I haven’t been called a boy since I was ten years old.” He says boy with a little smile, but the veins in his throat are pulled tight. He’s pissed. Calling a Black man a boy has its own racist history and connotation. Steve ain’t having it. “And no, I’m not from around here.”
I study Officer Clyde. If he’s comfortable saying “boy” to Steve, then he won’t be helpful tonight or with Richard Brighton.
“Stephen,” Officer Clyde corrects himself. “Sorry about that. I thought that Stephen Jones was an old lawyer in the South.”
“My father.”
Mrs. Evans stands alongside us, but it’s like she’s not here. Like fear struck her the moment she dropped to the dining room floor. She’s shook in a different way from us.
Perhaps because she’s never had to walk in fear. Every day my senses are on alert, expecting something to happen. Sure, I’m shaken. Scared. Never imagined something like this could happen so close to home. But deep down this feeling is familiar. It runs through my veins, the blood from every generation before me passing down this fear, coded into my DNA.
Mrs. Evans tugs at her shirt like she’s about to have a heart attack. I know she needs help right now, but I don’t have sympathy for her. All of this is happening to my family. Not hers.
I nudge Dean, steer his attention to his mom. He goes to her and whispers in her ear. She looks out at the shattered glass like he’s not there. But he’s able to get her to sit down.
“What are we going to do about this?” Mr. Evans asks. “We can’t have people living in fear. This town is better than that.” He rubs his beard and shoots a meaningful glance at Mrs. Evans when he notices she’s seated on the porch.
I wonder what this will do to Steve’s office space.
“You’re right,” Mama says. “We should keep this quiet till we know more.”