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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. READY. SET. GO.
  4. WHAT HAD HAPPENED
  5. THE APPLE OF OUR EYE
  6. MISSION
  7. THE ODD COUPLE
  8. FLESH AND BLOOD
  9. THE FAST AND
  10. RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
  11. GUILTY…UNTIL
  12. POLICE STATE
  13. FAMILY MATTERS
  14. PAST IS ALWAYS PRESENT
  15. GOTCHA!
  16. LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON
  17. RUBY BRIDGES BRAVE
  18. VIGILANTES GET ISH DONE
  19. DON’T FREEZE
  20. BABY GOT BACK BURNERS
  21. SNITCHES GET STITCHES
  22. EACH ONE TEACH ONE
  23. WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED
  24. OUTLAWZ
  25. FUNNY THING
  26. TRUTH SERUM
  27. AT A CROSSROADS
  28. NO DISRESPECT
  29. RECEIPTS
  30. PLUS-ONE
  31. CRASH AND BURN
  32. WE GOT A SITUATION
  33. IF IT WALKS LIKE
  34. GUESS WHO’S COMING
  35. AMERIKKKA
  36. UNTHINKABLE
  37. TAKING CHANCES
  38. ONE DAY AT A TIME
  39. EAGLE HAS LANDED
  40. LET THE SAINTS SAY AMEN
  41. WILL WE EVER BE
  42. SECRETS DON’T STAY
  43. SKELETON IN THE CLOSET
  44. KILL TWO BIRDS
  45. I AIN’T NEVER SCARED
  46. PILLAR OF SALT
  47. COMING HOME
  48. ALL OUT OF OPTIONS
  49. IT GETS WORSE
  50. RELIEF AND PAIN
  51. THE TRUTH SHALL
  52. X FACTOR
  53. TWO MONTHS LATER
  54. Author’s Note
  55. ADDITIONAL RESOURCES
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

“We’ll take the cross down as soon as we can, Mrs. Beaumont,” Beverly says.

“Thank you, Bev,” Mama says. “How’s your mama doing?”

“She’s doing good, ma’am. I’ll tell her you asked about her.”

“Please do. Get the word out to the church and folks in Crowning Heights,” Mama says firmly. It’s code for “the Black community better meet about this.” I already have a plan formed on getting the word out tonight.

I can understand those who stayed away from us because of the criminal cases we were dealing with, but a cross burning is serious business. One that holds stories of blood and death. We should all be worried.

“Tell me, boy, does trouble always follow you?” Officer Clyde says to Steve. “You’re new to town, correct?”

“Stephen Jones,” Steve checks him. “I haven’t been called a boy since I was ten years old.” He says boy with a little smile, but the veins in his throat are pulled tight. He’s pissed. Calling a Black man a boy has its own racist history and connotation. Steve ain’t having it. “And no, I’m not from around here.”

I study Officer Clyde. If he’s comfortable saying “boy” to Steve, then he won’t be helpful tonight or with Richard Brighton.

“Stephen,” Officer Clyde corrects himself. “Sorry about that. I thought that Stephen Jones was an old lawyer in the South.”

“My father.”

Mrs. Evans stands alongside us, but it’s like she’s not here. Like fear struck her the moment she dropped to the dining room floor. She’s shook in a different way from us.

Perhaps because she’s never had to walk in fear. Every day my senses are on alert, expecting something to happen. Sure, I’m shaken. Scared. Never imagined something like this could happen so close to home. But deep down this feeling is familiar. It runs through my veins, the blood from every generation before me passing down this fear, coded into my DNA.

Mrs. Evans tugs at her shirt like she’s about to have a heart attack. I know she needs help right now, but I don’t have sympathy for her. All of this is happening to my family. Not hers.

I nudge Dean, steer his attention to his mom. He goes to her and whispers in her ear. She looks out at the shattered glass like he’s not there. But he’s able to get her to sit down.

“What are we going to do about this?” Mr. Evans asks. “We can’t have people living in fear. This town is better than that.” He rubs his beard and shoots a meaningful glance at Mrs. Evans when he notices she’s seated on the porch.

I wonder what this will do to Steve’s office space.

“You’re right,” Mama says. “We should keep this quiet till we know more.”