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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. READY. SET. GO.
  4. WHAT HAD HAPPENED
  5. THE APPLE OF OUR EYE
  6. MISSION
  7. THE ODD COUPLE
  8. FLESH AND BLOOD
  9. THE FAST AND
  10. RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
  11. GUILTY…UNTIL
  12. POLICE STATE
  13. FAMILY MATTERS
  14. PAST IS ALWAYS PRESENT
  15. GOTCHA!
  16. LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON
  17. RUBY BRIDGES BRAVE
  18. VIGILANTES GET ISH DONE
  19. DON’T FREEZE
  20. BABY GOT BACK BURNERS
  21. SNITCHES GET STITCHES
  22. EACH ONE TEACH ONE
  23. WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED
  24. OUTLAWZ
  25. FUNNY THING
  26. TRUTH SERUM
  27. AT A CROSSROADS
  28. NO DISRESPECT
  29. RECEIPTS
  30. PLUS-ONE
  31. CRASH AND BURN
  32. WE GOT A SITUATION
  33. IF IT WALKS LIKE
  34. GUESS WHO’S COMING
  35. AMERIKKKA
  36. UNTHINKABLE
  37. TAKING CHANCES
  38. ONE DAY AT A TIME
  39. EAGLE HAS LANDED
  40. LET THE SAINTS SAY AMEN
  41. WILL WE EVER BE
  42. SECRETS DON’T STAY
  43. SKELETON IN THE CLOSET
  44. KILL TWO BIRDS
  45. I AIN’T NEVER SCARED
  46. PILLAR OF SALT
  47. COMING HOME
  48. ALL OUT OF OPTIONS
  49. IT GETS WORSE
  50. RELIEF AND PAIN
  51. THE TRUTH SHALL
  52. X FACTOR
  53. TWO MONTHS LATER
  54. Author’s Note
  55. ADDITIONAL RESOURCES
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

I head upstairs, ushering Corinne and leaving her door open. Grateful that her room is on the backside of the house. Corinne doesn’t speak; she goes silent, gripping one of her dolls. My adrenaline still up from the window blasting, but also at what this is doing to Corinne. She’s become numb to our nights evolving into terrifying disturbances. I worry about what this will do to her long-term.

“It’s gonna be all right.” I push her hair back.

Corinne nods. I look away, so she doesn’t know I’m afraid. I turn on her sleep noisemaker to drown the outside. Then leave.

On the porch, Mrs. Evans has a blanket wrapped around her, crying out that everyone needs to be careful. She’s shaking like they came for her, not us.

“You hurt? Any glass get you?” Mama tugs at my chin, checking my face. “How’s Corinne?”

“Shocked. This is too much for her, Mama.”

Mama nods. “Stay out here with them while I call the fire department. I’ll go check on her.”

Mr. Evans, Dean, and I stand behind the fiery cross, watching Steve hose it down. Our shadows elongating in the dark, hot night of Texas as the flames extinguish.

“See anyone?” I ask.

“They were gone by the time I got around,” Dean says.

“Where were the police?” I point down the street where they were parked for two weeks until now. “Is this what you meant when you said it was going to get ugly?”

Dean touches my back, shaking his head.

“I’m from Mississippi,” Steve says. “I’ve seen this before, but I didn’t expect it here. There’s definitely something bigger going on.”

My throat closes. I haven’t heard from Jamal in two days.

“What do we do?” I take a step closer to Steve.

“It means we’ve got more work to do. This something that happens around here often, Mr. Evans?”

Mr. Evans doesn’t answer right away. He watches the cross, then glances over at Mrs. Evans. I wonder if he’s thinking the same thing as me. If Mrs. Evans considers this a part of stirring up trouble, or if it makes her realize that trouble was already here and we’re just trying to survive.

“Klan was here.” Mr. Evans hesitates. Like he wants me and Dean to leave so he can talk to Steve.

I’m not going anywhere.

“All this land from here to the Pike was seized twenty years ago by the FBI in a big bust. White supremacists had bought property and businesses so they could launder money in and out without the government knowing. Some lost property, money, and some went to jail.”

“Wait,” I say. “Daddy and Mr. Davidson were planning to build homes on land that had been owned by the Klan? Does my mama know?”