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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. READY. SET. GO.
  4. WHAT HAD HAPPENED
  5. THE APPLE OF OUR EYE
  6. MISSION
  7. THE ODD COUPLE
  8. FLESH AND BLOOD
  9. THE FAST AND
  10. RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
  11. GUILTY…UNTIL
  12. POLICE STATE
  13. FAMILY MATTERS
  14. PAST IS ALWAYS PRESENT
  15. GOTCHA!
  16. LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON
  17. RUBY BRIDGES BRAVE
  18. VIGILANTES GET ISH DONE
  19. DON’T FREEZE
  20. BABY GOT BACK BURNERS
  21. SNITCHES GET STITCHES
  22. EACH ONE TEACH ONE
  23. WELL, I’LL BE DAMNED
  24. OUTLAWZ
  25. FUNNY THING
  26. TRUTH SERUM
  27. AT A CROSSROADS
  28. NO DISRESPECT
  29. RECEIPTS
  30. PLUS-ONE
  31. CRASH AND BURN
  32. WE GOT A SITUATION
  33. IF IT WALKS LIKE
  34. GUESS WHO’S COMING
  35. AMERIKKKA
  36. UNTHINKABLE
  37. TAKING CHANCES
  38. ONE DAY AT A TIME
  39. EAGLE HAS LANDED
  40. LET THE SAINTS SAY AMEN
  41. WILL WE EVER BE
  42. SECRETS DON’T STAY
  43. SKELETON IN THE CLOSET
  44. KILL TWO BIRDS
  45. I AIN’T NEVER SCARED
  46. PILLAR OF SALT
  47. COMING HOME
  48. ALL OUT OF OPTIONS
  49. IT GETS WORSE
  50. RELIEF AND PAIN
  51. THE TRUTH SHALL
  52. X FACTOR
  53. TWO MONTHS LATER
  54. Author’s Note
  55. ADDITIONAL RESOURCES
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  58. What’s next onyour reading list?

“She loved me. Jamal wasn’t shit to her. He confused her, made her think she could get out of Galveston Bay. But he wasn’t meant for her, and he couldn’t handle it.”

“Jamal wasn’t ruining her life, and it’s not his fault you two didn’t work out. It’s high school. Sounds like you’re the one who was angry enough to get revenge.” I know it’s a risk, but I poke at him to get a response.

Chris shakes his head. “I was ready to forgive her for getting caught up with Jamal, take her back by convincing her what the whole town already knows: Jamal is just like his dad.”

“Jamal didn’t kill Angela.” I’m trembling. “She was out by the Pike because of you and your friends.” I know I’m reaching, but I need to see his response.

“What do you know about the Pike?” Chris’s eyes widen, and his voice is shaky. Something about the Pike has him scared.

“You tell me about the Pike. I know all about what happens there,” I lie. The memory card had a lot of photos that I’m still sorting out, so I put the only pieces I know together. Angela went to the Pike and was continuing to date Chris because he could help with whatever she was researching.

“Angela is dead because of Jamal.” Chris is crying, choking on tears while he’s talking.

I can’t get over his face exploding in pain, but is it pain from losing her or guilt because it’s his fault?

Dean closes the distance between us, grips my shoulder, and holds me close to him.

“Jamal is the reason she’s dead,” Chris says. “If he would’ve stayed away from her, none of this would’ve ever happened.”

Chris is hazy talking. Like he’s reliving the horror of seeing her body. But he said Jamal was the reason she’s dead, not that Jamal actually killed her. There’s a difference.

“Did you find Angela alive or dead?” I ask.

“What does it matter?” Chris cries out, shaking his head. “It’s his fault.”

“Did Jamal get there before or after you?”

Chris grabs his things and walks away, mumbling to himself, “He killed her. He killed her.”

“Chris is getting away,” I say to Dean. He wraps his arms around me, holding me back, shushing me to keep my cool. “He’s getting away.”

“Let him go,” Dean says.

“Chris!” I shout.

He turns to me and cocks his head like he’s remembering we’re still talking.

“Did you see Jamal with Angela before or after you found her body?”

“It doesn’t matter.” He keeps walking.

I calm my voice, so he knows I’m not attacking him. “Before or after?” I just want the truth.

“After,” he whispers, then jogs to his truck.