Thin Skin
Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Cast of Characters
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Part Two
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- A note on the Author
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
An Original Publication of MTV Books/Pocket Books
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POCKET BOOKS, a division of Simon & Schuster Inc.
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Copyright © 2001 by Emma Forrest
Originally published in Great Britain in 2001 by Bloomsbury Publishing Plc
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ISBN-13: 978-1-4165-8844-3
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Dedication
To my parents
who, other than this acknowledgment,
are too supportive and wise
to write about in a novel.
Acknowledgments

I was encouraged to write this book by two amazing women: Alexandra Pringle of Bloomsbury UK and my agent Felicity Rubinstein. Jim Fitzgerald found its U.S. home—with Jacob Hoye, who has, in his office, the same Thelonious Monk poster as I do. Chris Potter hung my poster and straightened out a lot of other things in my life too. Thanks to Rachel Resnick, Bonnie Thornton, and Sarah Bennett. Thanks also to the staff of the Chateau Marmont where much of this book was written.
Hilary, I have so much to tell you, mostly that you should still be alive.
Cast of Characters

Ruby(a fuckup)
Liev(a lost love)
Rachel(a grown-up)
Sean(an auteur)
Aslan(an empty vessel)
Sebastian(a beauty)
Scott(a mistake)
Cyrinda(a roommate)
Part One

One

How it ended
I muttered “Mother” under my breath, but the bartender thought I was saying “another” and brought me a fresh vodka tonic. I used to say it all the time: “Mother,” “Mommy,” “Mom.” As a mantra, sometimes, when I couldn’t think. “Quit it!” she’d giggle. “You’re making me nervous.” She was the only mother I know of who really giggled: “tee hee hee hee” she’d honk, like a Frenchman in a comedy skit. She was the only mother I know of who said “motherfucker”—not often, but when she did say it, listening to a politician on the radio, or surveying the poor workmanship of the man who cleaned our windows, it was with barely suppressed delight.