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Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Part 2
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Part 3
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Part 4
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Note About Polish Surnames
  56. Translations
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Author’s Note
  59. About the Author
  60. Newsletter Sign-up

“Very well. Herr Kommandant, I beg of you, these late night raids frighten the chil—” Mother Agnieszka’s plea is lost to a pounding of boots on the front stair.

Sister Alicja gathers Zosia and bounds through the lavatory’s back door—the nuns’ entry, forbidden to the children—before soldiers can barge through the front. Down the nuns’ corridor, Alicja slips them into a small side room packed with spare sewing machines. She tugs open a wardrobe, covers Zosia over with the stiff brown fabric of habits, and shuts her in until—after offering watery coffee, but coffee nonetheless, to the soldiers upon their departure—she returns to usher Zosia back through the two lavatory doors, into the quiet dark of the children’s room.

Zosia, a knotted pounding in her chest that will linger for hours after, prays for the end of roll call lines.

For the next several weeks, there is less to eat for everyone. The children complain of hunger and the sisters preach piety in suffering—except for Sister Alicja, who complains, too, and is made to fast—until bombs explode nearby, causing them all to forget their stomachs. Zosia overhears the nuns speak of Red Army advances in Ukraine—snatches from Mother Agnieszka’s wireless radio. But none of this seems to matter here in Celestyn. Sirens wail ceaselessly. The children practice drills. They walk in hurried lines to the cellar rooms and squeeze to fit within door frames. They dive under their beds when shellings shake the ground.

Once, Adela dives under Zosia’s bed. Zosia twists and wiggles to position herself at the opposite end, but Adela says, “I see you. I see everything.”

Zosia looks away, quavering. At snack time, Adela demands Zosia’s piece of bread and Zosia gives it to her, that day and each day following.

Zosia finds refuge from Adela’s tormenting in her lessons with Pan Skrzypczak—and in Kasia’s friendship. Once, when Zosia arrived late for her laundry chore—she was supposed to be folding bedsheets, not playing violin, and she was frantic that she’d be punished—she found that Kasia had managed the whole job without her and had even covered for her with Sister Olga by saying she was at a different chore with Sister Nadzieja.

On the day that Kasia tore an altar cloth, Zosia repaired it, trying her best to replicate the close, even, nearly invisible stitches she’d seen her mother make. Kasia thanked Zosia by nabbing two pairs of wool socks from the knit bin and teaching her to “skate” on the slippery, just polished floors. As they careened past the low corridor wall, Kasia spotted two stray cats huddled inside the convent gate. She stopped abruptly, Zosia nearly crashing into her, and observed them for several seconds while catching her breath.

“Who do you think they look like?”

“Hmm?”