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Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Part 2
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Part 3
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Part 4
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Note About Polish Surnames
  56. Translations
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Author’s Note
  59. About the Author
  60. Newsletter Sign-up

“I already—” She almost tells him how her mother hummed Brahms’s Scherzo for her in the barn and even wrote down the first bars. But she stops herself. She promised not to say anything about the past. Yet again, he seems to know.

“Maybe you’re familiar with it already?” In his crinkly smile Zosia recognizes that he feels pride in her. Shyly she returns his smile and nods. “You’ll learn it even more quickly, then.”

At the start of her next lesson, Pan Skrzypczak takes coins from his pocket and hands Zosia a particularly shiny one. On one side, a crowned eagle inside the words Rzeczpospolita Polska 1938; on the other side, 1 grosz, decorated with floral curls. The last time Zosia saw coins of any kind, her mother was sewing them into her jacket lining. She remembers being surprised when they didn’t jangle. Zosia can’t think where that jacket is now.

“Do you know what I do to practice as best I can?”

Zosia waits to learn.

“I put five coins, just like that, to one side of a table and I play the part I’m working on. If I play it the first time through without mistakes, I move the first coin over. Then I play it a second time; and if again I play it without mistakes, I move the second coin over. However, if I make any mistake at all, both coins go back! And so on. When I have four coins moved over, the pressure is really on, because with the next playing, I’m either finished, or all the coins go back and I have to start over.”

Zosia is eager to follow her teacher’s suggestion.

“You can hold on to these coins for your practice sessions. They’ll remind you of how important it is to me that you continue with your playing.”

As she works through the lesson, trying her very best, Zosia keeps her eyes on the single most curious thing in the austere space—a white crocheted doily on Mother Agnieszka’s desk, perhaps a memento of her mother?—and doesn’t ask her teacher the questions she wants to ask: Does he have a daughter, a family? Even as the pads of her fingers grow callused and her shoulder starts to ache, Zosia continues to play. She wishes to be good, to be great. She doesn’t say it aloud, but she wishes to play in concert halls all around the world, with recordings on the radio like those her grandfather listened to while he worked, so that anyone who tunes in to the broadcast will hear her.

Pan Skrzypczak tasks Zosia hard, but after their lessons, he reveals a more lighthearted side. One afternoon he asks, “Have you ever heard the Mousetrap Concerto?”

“No.”

“Ah, listen carefully.”