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Contents ( 112)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. May 19, 2015, 5:59 A.M.
  4. Home
  5. 1 | Karina
  6. 2007
  7. 2 | Jaya
  8. 2008
  9. 3 | Keith
  10. April 2009
  11. 4 | Jaya
  12. May 2009
  13. 5 | Karina
  14. June 2009
  15. 6 | Prem
  16. 7 | Jaya
  17. June 2009
  18. 8 | Karina
  19. June 2009
  20. 9 | Keith
  21. June 2009
  22. 10 | Karina
  23. July 2009
  24. 11 | Jaya
  25. July 2009
  26. 12 | Karina
  27. August 2009
  28. 13 | Keith
  29. August 2009
  30. 14 | Karina
  31. January 2010
  32. 15 | Keith
  33. May 2010
  34. 16 | Karina
  35. 2011–2013
  36. 17 | Prem
  37. Away
  38. 18 | The Olanders
  39. September 2013
  40. 19 | Karina
  41. September 2013
  42. 20 | Karina
  43. January 2014
  44. 21 | Keith
  45. August 2014
  46. 22 | Jaya
  47. August 2014
  48. 23 | Prem
  49. 24 | Karina
  50. September 2014
  51. 25 | Karina
  52. October 2014
  53. 26 | Karina
  54. October 2014
  55. 27 | Karina
  56. November 2014
  57. 28 | The Olanders
  58. December 2014
  59. 29 | Prem
  60. Sanctuary
  61. 30 | Karina
  62. January 1, 2015
  63. 31 | Karina
  64. January 2, 2015
  65. 32 | Karina
  66. January 3, 2015
  67. 33 | The Olanders
  68. February 2015
  69. 34 | Karina
  70. February 2015
  71. 35 | Prem
  72. 36 | Serotina
  73. February 2015
  74. 37 | Serotina
  75. March 2015
  76. 38 | The Olanders
  77. April 2015
  78. 39 | Serotina
  79. April 2015
  80. 40 | Serotina
  81. April 2015
  82. 41 | Serotina
  83. April 30, 2015
  84. 42 | Keith
  85. May 5, 2015
  86. 43 | Serotina
  87. May 16, 2015
  88. 44 | Jaya
  89. May 16, 2015
  90. 45 | Serotina
  91. May 17, 2015
  92. 46 | Serotina
  93. May 18, 2015
  94. 47 | Prem
  95. Found
  96. 48 | The Olanders
  97. May 19, 2015, 12:30 P.M.
  98. 49 | The Olanders
  99. May 2016
  100. 50 | Prem
  101. Acknowledgments
  102. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  103. About the Author
  104. Meet Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  105. About the Book
  106. Behind the Book
  107. Read On
  108. An Excerpt from The Golden Son
  109. Praise for The Shape of Family
  110. Also by Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  111. Copyright
  112. About the Publisher

During the five-hour drive down Highway 101, Karina sang to music on the radio and imagined her reunion with James. Her skin had taken on a warm glow in the Ecuadorian sun, and her calf muscles were toned from climbing the hilly terrain. She visualized how James now looked, with his longer hair and more freckles from being outdoors all summer. When she got to his apartment, she parked her car next to his and popped a mint into her mouth. She picked a handful of wildflowers from the blooming bushes outside and found the fake rock where James and his roommate kept their hidden key.

The front door creaked as she opened it into the living room, which was empty except for several full garbage bags. Karina walked down the hallway toward James’s room, where the door was ajar. Her heart quickened with excitement until she heard a sound: a female voice, laughing. Karina froze. After a moment, she continued moving down the hallway, a quiet dread growing in her chest. In his room, on his bed, was James—his tousled brown head of hair, his broad pale back, his narrow butt, a body she would recognize anywhere—on top of another body. The sounds of laughter and soft words skimmed past her ears.

Karina’s throat tightened and a twisting energy gathered inside her. Each of her hands reaffirmed their possessions: the bunch of wildflowers, which dropped to the floor; and her car keys, which she raised above her head and, in one smooth movement, flung toward the bed. Tracing a beautiful arc through the air, the keys smacked into James’s neck with a metallic twang and bounced onto the floor.

“What the . . . ?” James touched his neck and turned his head, his face turning blank when he saw Karina. He rolled off to the side, exposing the naked figure of the girl underneath.

The girl screamed as if she was in a horror movie, then pulled the bedsheets over her. “What the fuck? Who the fuck are you? And what is she doing here? James?”

James grabbed for his boxers. “Karina? What? What are you—”

“What am I doing here?” Karina hissed, leaning down to retrieve her keys from the floor. “Don’t worry, I was just leaving.” She turned and marched out of the room.

“Karina,” he called after her as she threw open the front door and ran down the half set of steps to the sidewalk. He caught up to her and pulled on her arm from behind. She whipped around, dislodging his hand, and shot him a look that warned him not to try again.

He retracted his hands in a gesture of surrender. “Look, Karina, I’m sorry you had to see that, I really am. I was going to talk to you when you got back . . . I just wanted to do it in person.” He was stumbling over his words and she stayed silent, letting him. “I’ve just been thinking . . . it might be good for us to take a little break.”