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Contents ( 112)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. May 19, 2015, 5:59 A.M.
  4. Home
  5. 1 | Karina
  6. 2007
  7. 2 | Jaya
  8. 2008
  9. 3 | Keith
  10. April 2009
  11. 4 | Jaya
  12. May 2009
  13. 5 | Karina
  14. June 2009
  15. 6 | Prem
  16. 7 | Jaya
  17. June 2009
  18. 8 | Karina
  19. June 2009
  20. 9 | Keith
  21. June 2009
  22. 10 | Karina
  23. July 2009
  24. 11 | Jaya
  25. July 2009
  26. 12 | Karina
  27. August 2009
  28. 13 | Keith
  29. August 2009
  30. 14 | Karina
  31. January 2010
  32. 15 | Keith
  33. May 2010
  34. 16 | Karina
  35. 2011–2013
  36. 17 | Prem
  37. Away
  38. 18 | The Olanders
  39. September 2013
  40. 19 | Karina
  41. September 2013
  42. 20 | Karina
  43. January 2014
  44. 21 | Keith
  45. August 2014
  46. 22 | Jaya
  47. August 2014
  48. 23 | Prem
  49. 24 | Karina
  50. September 2014
  51. 25 | Karina
  52. October 2014
  53. 26 | Karina
  54. October 2014
  55. 27 | Karina
  56. November 2014
  57. 28 | The Olanders
  58. December 2014
  59. 29 | Prem
  60. Sanctuary
  61. 30 | Karina
  62. January 1, 2015
  63. 31 | Karina
  64. January 2, 2015
  65. 32 | Karina
  66. January 3, 2015
  67. 33 | The Olanders
  68. February 2015
  69. 34 | Karina
  70. February 2015
  71. 35 | Prem
  72. 36 | Serotina
  73. February 2015
  74. 37 | Serotina
  75. March 2015
  76. 38 | The Olanders
  77. April 2015
  78. 39 | Serotina
  79. April 2015
  80. 40 | Serotina
  81. April 2015
  82. 41 | Serotina
  83. April 30, 2015
  84. 42 | Keith
  85. May 5, 2015
  86. 43 | Serotina
  87. May 16, 2015
  88. 44 | Jaya
  89. May 16, 2015
  90. 45 | Serotina
  91. May 17, 2015
  92. 46 | Serotina
  93. May 18, 2015
  94. 47 | Prem
  95. Found
  96. 48 | The Olanders
  97. May 19, 2015, 12:30 P.M.
  98. 49 | The Olanders
  99. May 2016
  100. 50 | Prem
  101. Acknowledgments
  102. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  103. About the Author
  104. Meet Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  105. About the Book
  106. Behind the Book
  107. Read On
  108. An Excerpt from The Golden Son
  109. Praise for The Shape of Family
  110. Also by Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  111. Copyright
  112. About the Publisher

“Thanks, Micah,” Karina said as they walked away from the beach. “You were right, about how that would feel.”

Micah smiled at her. “Everything you want is on the other side of fear, Karina.”

* * *

After arriving at the house, Micah took Karina upstairs to the theater room. “Isn’t it beautiful?” he said, pointing out the ornate gold-leaf ceiling. “People used to sit here in the dark, staring at a screen instead of connecting with each other. I’ll let you get settled before dinner.” Before leaving, he leaned over and kissed her on the forehead. Karina was startled, then delighted, and finally told herself it must have been a platonic gesture, even as she wished it was something more.

There was a knock at the door and her heart quickened, thinking it was Micah again. But when she opened the door, she found Ericka, who leaned forward to hug her. “So glad you’re here! We’re neighbors.” She gestured to the room across the hall. “Need help?”

“Just figuring out where to hang my clothes, since there’s no closet in here.”

“Put them in our closet, mine and Zoe’s.”

“Oh, I don’t want to bother you when I need something,” Karina said.

“What?” Ericka giggled. “Door’s open all the time. Micah must have told you, right? We all keep our doors open, instead of walling ourselves off.”

“Yeah, right,” Karina said, though she didn’t recall hearing this. “If you don’t mind.” She picked up a stack of clothes and followed Ericka to her room.

Ericka made space in the closet. “Help yourself. Zoe and I share everything. We don’t need much, just a few outfits each.”

In the closet, Karina noticed a richly saturated red kurta sewn with tiny mirrors, a more decorative version of the ones her mother wore. “Yours?” She touched the sleeve. “From India?”

“I wish,” Ericka said. “I got it in Artesia a few years ago. I’ve always wanted to go to India, though, to a yoga retreat or meditation center. I’ve always felt a little Indian in my soul. Does that sound crazy? Have you been? What’s it like?”

“Not since I was young,” Karina said, still fingering the detailed embroidery of the blouse. She had visited her grandparents all over the world, her cousins in London. Her only connection to India was through Mom, her idols and prayers, her music and dance costumes, the food she prepared. Karina continued to mull this over as she finished unpacking in her room: how half-Korean Ericka could feel Indian in her soul while Karina didn’t know how to feel about it. She tried to match Ericka’s spirit of simplicity, taking out only the items she needed to live, and leaving the rest stashed under her bed before returning downstairs.

“Hey,” Micah said, putting his arm around her shoulders and drawing her into the kitchen. “We have a special dinner to welcome you.” He pointed to a large roasting pan just out of the oven, holding chickens nestled amongst carrots, parsnips and turnips.