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Contents ( 112)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. May 19, 2015, 5:59 A.M.
  4. Home
  5. 1 | Karina
  6. 2007
  7. 2 | Jaya
  8. 2008
  9. 3 | Keith
  10. April 2009
  11. 4 | Jaya
  12. May 2009
  13. 5 | Karina
  14. June 2009
  15. 6 | Prem
  16. 7 | Jaya
  17. June 2009
  18. 8 | Karina
  19. June 2009
  20. 9 | Keith
  21. June 2009
  22. 10 | Karina
  23. July 2009
  24. 11 | Jaya
  25. July 2009
  26. 12 | Karina
  27. August 2009
  28. 13 | Keith
  29. August 2009
  30. 14 | Karina
  31. January 2010
  32. 15 | Keith
  33. May 2010
  34. 16 | Karina
  35. 2011–2013
  36. 17 | Prem
  37. Away
  38. 18 | The Olanders
  39. September 2013
  40. 19 | Karina
  41. September 2013
  42. 20 | Karina
  43. January 2014
  44. 21 | Keith
  45. August 2014
  46. 22 | Jaya
  47. August 2014
  48. 23 | Prem
  49. 24 | Karina
  50. September 2014
  51. 25 | Karina
  52. October 2014
  53. 26 | Karina
  54. October 2014
  55. 27 | Karina
  56. November 2014
  57. 28 | The Olanders
  58. December 2014
  59. 29 | Prem
  60. Sanctuary
  61. 30 | Karina
  62. January 1, 2015
  63. 31 | Karina
  64. January 2, 2015
  65. 32 | Karina
  66. January 3, 2015
  67. 33 | The Olanders
  68. February 2015
  69. 34 | Karina
  70. February 2015
  71. 35 | Prem
  72. 36 | Serotina
  73. February 2015
  74. 37 | Serotina
  75. March 2015
  76. 38 | The Olanders
  77. April 2015
  78. 39 | Serotina
  79. April 2015
  80. 40 | Serotina
  81. April 2015
  82. 41 | Serotina
  83. April 30, 2015
  84. 42 | Keith
  85. May 5, 2015
  86. 43 | Serotina
  87. May 16, 2015
  88. 44 | Jaya
  89. May 16, 2015
  90. 45 | Serotina
  91. May 17, 2015
  92. 46 | Serotina
  93. May 18, 2015
  94. 47 | Prem
  95. Found
  96. 48 | The Olanders
  97. May 19, 2015, 12:30 P.M.
  98. 49 | The Olanders
  99. May 2016
  100. 50 | Prem
  101. Acknowledgments
  102. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  103. About the Author
  104. Meet Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  105. About the Book
  106. Behind the Book
  107. Read On
  108. An Excerpt from The Golden Son
  109. Praise for The Shape of Family
  110. Also by Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  111. Copyright
  112. About the Publisher

She grabbed his arm after ten minutes of practice. “Micah, why don’t you just go? I’ll wait here, really.”

Micah stopped, looking at her. “You can swim, right?”

“Yes, but . . .”

He placed his hands on her shoulders, looking into her eyes. “Fear is the biggest thing holding you back in life, Karina. You’ll feel so much stronger once you do this. Trust me?”

She nodded, wanting to believe him.

“Good. I’ll be right there with you the whole time.”

She told herself this was not a stupid thing to do as Micah tethered the board strap to her ankle and led her toward the water. He stayed right next to her, coaching her as she entered the ocean, jumped over the waves and paddled out beyond the break. The familiar sensation of being buoyed by the surf reminded her why she’d loved the ocean so much as a child. As she lay face-down on the board, Micah treaded water as they waited patiently for the right wave. “I’ll count to three and push you in front of the wave, then you pop up, just like we practiced, okay?”

“Okay,” Karina said, taking in the expanse of open water in front of her. In her mind, she saw the image of herself as the mermaid superhero that Prem had drawn in Hawaii. Micah counted, “One . . . two . . . three!” She felt the board thrust forward, as if powered by motor. Hearing Micah’s instructions, she reflexively jumped into a crouch-standing position. The board skimmed the surface of the water like a seagull. Karina felt a split moment of exhilaration, air rushing past her ears, before she lost her balance and tumbled off the board, plunging into the water.

When she got her feet beneath her, August was running from the beach to take the board from her. He carried it out of the water and she sat down, coughing from the salt water in her lungs. Her nose and eyes were burning and goosebumps rose on her skin from the cool air, but she was astounded at what had just happened: she had flown across the ocean, like she belonged there.

Micah had swam toward shore and was now walking toward her, beaming. “You did it!” he yelled. “How do you feel?”

Karina coughed again as August draped a thick beach towel around her shoulders. She pulled it closer as she shivered. “Like . . . I was flying.”

“You’re a natural.” Micah shook his head. “You know how hard it is to get up on the board the first time?”

“Yeah, you looked fluid,” August agreed.

“Until I fell.” Karina laughed.

“We all fall,” Micah said. “You should see the wipeouts I’ve had.” He pointed to a small white scar over his left eyebrow. “Got this one at Bondi.” He extended a hand to help her up. “I’m really proud of you.”

They had a quick lunch at the burrito shack, and Karina enjoyed the feeling of warm sun on her body, her toes digging into the sand, even the roar of the ocean nearby. She hadn’t been immersed in water like that since their swimming pool in Los Altos, and had forgotten the pleasure of it, having been haunted for so long by its other associations. As they ate, Karina watched other surfers riding waves, amazed that she had done what they were doing: moving effortlessly in the water, defying gravity and her fears.