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Contents ( 78)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. Part One
  4. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Extract from a transcript of a recorded safeguarding interview
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
  41. Extract from Harriet Kealty’s email journal
  42. Chapter 31
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Part Two
  45. Chapter 33
  46. Chapter 34
  47. Chapter 35
  48. Chapter 36
  49. Chapter 37
  50. Chapter 38
  51. Chapter 39
  52. Chapter 40
  53. Chapter 41
  54. Chapter 42
  55. Chapter 43
  56. Chapter 44
  57. Chapter 45
  58. Chapter 46
  59. Chapter 47
  60. Chapter 48
  61. Chapter 49
  62. Chapter 50
  63. Chapter 51
  64. Chapter 52
  65. Chapter 53
  66. Chapter 54
  67. Chapter 55
  68. Chapter 56
  69. Chapter 57
  70. Chapter 58
  71. Chapter 59
  72. Chapter 60
  73. Chapter 61
  74. The Beach
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. Praise for The Other Side of Night

‘Sorry,’ he said. ‘I didn’t mean to freak you out. One of your neighbours let me in.’

‘Sab, you . . .’ Harri trailed off and took a couple of deep breaths to settle her heart.

‘What’s got you so jumpy?’

‘This case,’ she said, walking to the lift.

‘So it’s a case now?’ Sabih pressed the call button.

‘Yes. The deaths of David and Elizabeth Asha.’

‘I knew you were up to something,’ Sabih replied. ‘I’m guessing your former beau, Benjamin Elmys, is the suspect.’

‘It’s too early to say whether he’s a suspect, or even if there’s been a crime. I could be chasing nothing,’ Harri replied. ‘But it feels like there’s something there.’

She didn’t even experience the slightest glimmer of betrayal when she took the most recent poem from her pocket and handed it to Sabih. Her old partner started reading as the lift opened. He followed her absently into the car, and the doors slid shut behind him.

‘ “I long to return to that so real place, where you took your hand in mine,” ’ he read, leaning against the doors. ‘How is that even possible? “You took your hand in mine”.’

Harri flushed, suddenly feeling exposed by having shared something that had clearly been intended to be private. She understood what it meant.

‘I think it’s about not having a choice,’ she replied. ‘But having a choice at the same time.’

‘OK. Whatever,’ Sabih scoffed. ‘ “Your fingers traced along my arm, drawing maps of worlds to come”.’

Sabih looked from Harri to the note and back again, like a West End tourist who’d been handed a flyer for a religious cult, and for a moment his mouth opened and closed wordlessly. Harri hated him in that instant. Ben Elmys might be strange, but she’d felt a depth to his words that drained away when Sabih spoke them. They sounded meaningless and tacky. She regretted giving him the poem because he was robbing her of something special and diminishing the man she loved. Used to love, she corrected herself, but she wasn’t sure that was true. She wasn’t over Ben. He had seemed possessed of a soul unlike anyone else she’d ever met. He might not be perfect, but she had thought he was perfect for her. Now, in this tiny lift, Sabih made him sound like a moody teenage poet who’d listened to too much Bon Iver.

The clunk and rumble of the elevator mechanism announced they had arrived, and the doors opened.

‘I think I should arrest him for crimes against poetry,’ Sabih said as they stepped out.

Harri was about to protest, but caught herself. You’re developing some sort of weird Stockholm syndrome, she told herself. He rejected you. You owe him nothing. Any love you might have felt for him has to be in the past, or you’ll never move on.

‘I think it’s good,’ she replied, taking the poem. She couldn’t help herself. She felt she needed to defend Ben.