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Contents ( 78)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. Part One
  4. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Extract from a transcript of a recorded safeguarding interview
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
  41. Extract from Harriet Kealty’s email journal
  42. Chapter 31
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Part Two
  45. Chapter 33
  46. Chapter 34
  47. Chapter 35
  48. Chapter 36
  49. Chapter 37
  50. Chapter 38
  51. Chapter 39
  52. Chapter 40
  53. Chapter 41
  54. Chapter 42
  55. Chapter 43
  56. Chapter 44
  57. Chapter 45
  58. Chapter 46
  59. Chapter 47
  60. Chapter 48
  61. Chapter 49
  62. Chapter 50
  63. Chapter 51
  64. Chapter 52
  65. Chapter 53
  66. Chapter 54
  67. Chapter 55
  68. Chapter 56
  69. Chapter 57
  70. Chapter 58
  71. Chapter 59
  72. Chapter 60
  73. Chapter 61
  74. The Beach
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. Praise for The Other Side of Night

‘It’s good to see you again,’ he said.

She wished he’d take her in his arms, but he greeted her with another little awkward kiss on the cheek. She hid her disappointment.

‘You too,’ she replied.

‘Have you been here before?’

She shook her head.

‘It’s really beautiful.’

He led her to a stile at the end of the lay-by and held her hand as she climbed over. She didn’t want him to ever let go. But he did, and they started along a narrow footpath that was almost lost to the surrounding vegetation. Nature was trying to reclaim the scars man had scored across the hillside, but there was enough of a cut remaining for them to push their way through.

‘It gets better,’ Ben assured her.

He was right. After thirty paces, the blackberry bushes and thick shrubs fell away to reveal a broad track. They walked side by side in the warm sunshine. There was an edge on the breeze that made it feel as though these were the last days of summer, and Harri wondered whether she’d have a companion for the long winter nights, someone to keep her warm, to hold her against the frost’s sharp bite.

She looked at him, his face almost burned out by the sun which flared behind his head.

‘It’s beautiful,’ she said, glancing at the avenues of trees that stood either side of them.

‘Wait until you see the view from the top.’

‘Are you from here?’ Harri asked.

Ben shook his head. ‘You?’

‘No. I’m from London. Battersea originally. Then all over.’

‘What brought you up here?’ He was looking at her now, and she felt those butterflies again. His words didn’t matter. His eyes told her everything she needed to know. They gazed into hers as though nothing else existed and she was his world.

She flushed and looked away.

‘The job. London was getting me down and I had to make a choice; career fast-track or a better, slower way of life. I chose a better life.’

‘I’m glad you did.’ He grinned.

‘So am I,’ she replied. ‘What about you?’

‘I came here for work.’

‘You said when we were emailing that you’re a scientist.’

He nodded. ‘I work at Keele University, in the physics department.’

‘I was never any good at physics. Too much maths.’ Harri immediately regretted her reply. She didn’t want him to think her stupid.

‘It’s like that for a while,’ he responded. ‘But there comes a time when you realize God wasn’t a mathematician. She was an artist. The best physicists are poets. They’re the only ones who can bridge the gap between the artist and her work.’

‘You believe in God?’ Harri asked.

‘Not really, but I do believe in fate. Some things are just meant to be.’

She felt a thrill of excitement as he took her hand. They smiled at each other and walked on without saying another word. The breeze set the trees swaying and the rustle of leaves and creak of branches was their accompaniment. A chorus of singing birds rose above the rustle and creak, and as she and Ben climbed the hill, Harri wished they could stay in this moment for ever. It was full of promise, unspoiled by complication or disappointment. Everything could be perfect. It should be perfect, and it should last for ever. But it wouldn’t, and so, even as they continued along the track, perfection was tinged with sadness, the imperfection of what was to come.