Chapters (50)
- Cover
- The Other Country
- Originally
- In Mrs Tilscher’s Class
- Sit at Peace
- Hometown
- Translating the English, 1989
- Mrs Skinner, North Street
- Too Bad
- Weasel Words
- Poet for Our Times
- Job Creation
- Making Money
- Talent Contest
- Ape
- The Legend
- Descendants
- We Remember Your Childhood Well
- The Act of Imagination
- Somewhere Someone’s Eyes
- Liar
- Boy
- Eley’s Bullet
- Following Francis
- Survivor
- An Afternoon with Rhiannon
- Losers
- M-M-Memory
- Père Lachaise
- Funeral
- Dream of a Lost Friend
- Like This
- Who Loves You
- Two Small Poems of Desire
- Girlfriends
- A Shilling for the Sea
- Hard to Say
- The Kissing Gate
- Words, Wide Night
- The Darling Letters
- Away from Home
- November
- The Literature Act
- River
- The Way My Mother Speaks
- In Your Mind
- Permissions Acknowledgements
- The Other Country
- Also by Carol Ann Duffy
- Copyright page
sitting at peace. Sit at peace, sit at peace, all summer.
When Muriel Purdy, embryonic cop, thwacked the back
of your knees with a bamboo-cane, mouth open, soundless
in a cave of pain, you ran to your house,
a greeting wain, to be kept in and told once again.
Nip was a dog. Fluff was a cat. They sat at peace
on a coloured-in mat, so why couldn’t you? Sometimes
your questions were stray snipes over no-man’s-land,
bringing sharp hands and the order you had to obey. Sit –
At – Peace! Jigsaws you couldn’t do or dull stamps
you didn’t want to collect arrived with the frost.
You would rather stand with your nose to the window, clouding
the strange blue view with your restless breath.
But the day you fell from the Parachute Tree, they came
from nowhere running, carried you in to a quiet room
you were glad of. A long still afternoon, dreamlike.
A voice saying peace, sit at peace, sit at peace.
Hometown
In that town there was a different time,
a handful of years like old-fashioned sweets
you can’t find anymore. I lived there.
What am I wearing as I pine for the future,
alone, down by the river by the Brine Baths
longing to get out? But I only threw a stone
at the face in the water and went home,
while behind me my features vanished,
trembled, reappeared, though I could not see.
Those streets, the gloomy shortcut by the church,
the triangle from school to home to the high field –
below which all roads sped away and led away –
and back again. Wherever I went then, I was
still there; fretting for something else, someone else,
somewhere else. Or else, I thought, I shall die.
And so I shall. Decades ahead of this, both of me,
then and now, pass each other like ghosts
in the empty market-place, where I imagine myself
to be older and away, or remember myself
younger, not loving this tuneless, flat bell
marking the time. Or moved to tears by its same sound.
Translating the English, 1989
‘. . . and much of the poetry, alas, is lost in translation . . .’
Welcome to my country! We have here Edwina Currie
and The Sun newspaper. Much excitement.
Also the weather has been most improving
even in February. Daffodils. (Wordsworth. Up North.) If you like
Shakespeare or even Opera we have too the Black Market.
For two hundred quids we are talking Les Miserables,
nods being as good as winks. Don’t eat the eggs.
Wheel-clamp. Dogs. Vagrants. A tour of our wonderful
capital city is not to be missed. The Fergie,
The Princess Di and the football hooligan, truly you will
like it here, Squire. Also we can be talking crack, smack
and Carling Black Label if we are so inclined. Don’t
drink the H2O. All very proud we now have
a green Prime Minister. What colour yours? Binbags.