Back The One
Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

Bonnie glances back to Ty and the makeup girls leaning over him. She’s now having doubts about not kissing him. Was that just a waste of her time? Will his relationships with the other girls be moving forward while theirs just took a backwards step?

‘You all right?’

Bonnie knows she shouldn’t say anything to Ben, but he’s easy to talk to and words just slip from her lips. ‘I don’t know.’ She lowers her voice, in case someone hears her. ‘Being on here is playing games with my head. I know I barely know the guy, but then again, I feel like I kind of do.’

‘I get it,’ Ben says warmly. ‘Time on this show is intense, relationships are magnified because you’ve got nothing else to think about.’

Bonnie realises she’s making him listen to the same old rehashed conversations. ‘Sorry, you’ve probably heard it all before.’ Now she imagines Ben watching the suitor hook up with girl after girl, date after date. She suddenly feels just like one of many and doubts about her relationship with Ty come flooding in like a full-moon tide.

‘Feel free to talk away,’ he says. ‘I’m all ears—and all beard.’

Bonnie laughs, but wonders if she’s seen something behind his smile to suggest he isn’t really interested in having her talk about kissing Ty. The poor guy must be lumped with these conversations all the time and has to be polite because he’s at work. She’d prefer to stay here and talk to Ben, but she indicates towards the group of girls, still sitting down on bales of hay, glasses of champagne in their hands. ‘I better get back.’

He gives a little nod and she forces herself to walk away.

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In a shed on the other side of the farm, away from the rest of the group, Darcy scans the list of questions on her clipboard. She’s been asking Bonnie, who is sitting in front of a tractor, a stream of questions about her date with Ty.

Is horse riding with Ty something you could see yourself doing in the future?

Did any of the other girls try to steal his time?

Do you think the tension with Imogen is putting a strain on your time with Ty?

How did you find your one-on-one with Ty?

Is there a reason you didn’t want to kiss him?

After seasons on this show, Darcy is used to analysing every moment and prying about every second of a date.

She’s relieved to finally say, ‘I think we’re done.’

Bonnie’s visibly pleased by this and Darcy throws a look to Ben. ‘Cut.’

He steps back from the camera. ‘I’m heading to the bathroom. I’ll be back in five.’

Darcy is clicking her pen onto the clipboard when Bonnie draws her attention back.

‘That’s new, isn’t it?’ She points to Darcy’s hand.