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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

Whenever Bonnie saw Dawn James she had to steady herself, because she knew Oliver would be on her mind for the next couple of days.

‘That’s kind of inevitable here. It’s impossible to go to the shops without running into someone you know.’

‘And that’s a good or bad thing?’

‘I’ll let you decide that.’ Bonnie wondered how often she would have to run into him and Sophie, like she had only days before. She felt overwhelmed knowing she had a lifetime of impromptu run-ins ahead.

‘So, what about you, Bon?’

The way he called her Bon took her back to being a teenager, to long summer afternoons, to wearing bikinis and denim shorts, to the way it felt when he used to slide his hand into the pocket on her bum when they walked together. She suddenly felt hot and wondered if her cheeks were flushed.

‘The last time I saw you, things seemed pretty serious with …’ He paused, seemingly trying to remember. ‘… Isaiah?’

But Bonnie could tell it was just an act; he knew Isaiah’s name. ‘Yeah, Isaiah.’ She nodded. It had been at their ten-year high school reunion. She’d thought things with Isaiah had been going pretty well. It turned out he hadn’t felt the same. Two weeks later he’d broken things off. Two months later he’d moved interstate. Six months later he was engaged to someone else. ‘That didn’t work out.’

Oliver didn’t say anything, but his eyes were full of sympathy. Sympathy she didn’t want.

Bonnie shrugged, trying to make out it didn’t matter, but of course it mattered. She wished she were already living her ‘happily ever after’. She wished she didn’t want a man to complete her life, but she did. Most of the time she wanted it so badly it hurt.

‘Has there been …’ He tapered off, perhaps not wanting to offend her.

‘Anyone else?’ She finished his question.

He nodded, his eyes full of something Bonnie couldn’t quite pinpoint.

‘Yeah,’ she began slowly. Liam, the guy who she’d let herself believe was the one. The guy she was willing to become a stepmother for. The guy for whom she’d even contemplated shutting up her business and relocating. He was also the guy who had an affair with his ex-wife. Bonnie’s heart was still bruised a year on. ‘There was someone,’ she finally said, ‘but there’s not anymore.’

‘I’m sorry,’ he offered.

‘Yeah, me too.’ Because if Liam had been at home waiting for her, there was no way she would have agreed to a drink with Ollie.

‘Another?’ Oliver gestured to their empty glasses.

She went to say no, but Oliver stood. ‘Go on, have one more with me.’