Chapters (67)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Acknowledgements
- Book Club Discussion Questions
No, she doesn’t miss it. He knows how she feels.
‘Think about it, we could live with our parents, save a heap of cash and have enough money for a house deposit after a year.’
Move back in with her parents? No thank you. And buying a place back here? Just the thought of living back in Gloucester makes her throat feel like it’s closing over.
‘What would I do for work back here?’ she asks, only one of a thousand questions thumping through her head.
‘Mum said she could get you some work at the post office.’
He’s actually thought about it. He’s thought this whole thing through. He’s spoken to his mum.
Darcy’s skin starts to itch. ‘No.’
Drew pauses, derailed for only a moment. ‘Or maybe we could talk to Mrs Winters about you doing some media studies classes at the school?’
He’s suggesting she become a teacher? ‘No.’
‘Hi, Mr Roberts!’ a voice calls out.
Drew turns, waving hello to a bunch of giggling teenage girls who quickly approach. Darcy watches as he shares a few exchanges with them before they move off.
‘Drew, I work in TV. I can’t live here.’ They’ve had this conversation before. His features distort behind a watery haze. ‘I can’t do this right now.’ Darcy pulls her cardigan a little tighter around her. ‘I’m going to Mum’s. I’ll see you later.’
‘You don’t want to come in?’ He gestures to the fete.
‘I’m not in the mood.’
He’s about to accept this and let her go but then suddenly says, ‘Your birthday!’ He’s a bit panicked that he’d forgotten. ‘Sorry, honey. Happy birthday!’ He moves closer, wrapping her in a hug.
‘Thanks.’ Her voice is barely audible.
‘I really am sorry, Darce. I just got excited. Parko told me just before you arrived. I thought it was good news.’
She can’t find any words. It was in fact the opposite of good news.
His face brightens. ‘I’ll see you tonight for your birthday dinner?’
‘Yeah, sure.’ She shrugs. She’d gotten up at dawn to drive here and spend the day with him, but that didn’t seem to matter anymore.
He leans in and gives her a little kiss. Putting a smile on her face requires more effort than pulling on her skinny jeans. It certainly doesn’t feel like her birthday.
‘You look amazing.’
Darcy spins around. Drew is standing at the doorway to her old bedroom. He’s wearing a serious expression and Darcy can’t help but feel a little nervous after how they ended things earlier. She spent the day trying to hold off tears that were only a blink away. Her mum knows something is up but hasn’t pushed her.