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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

No, she doesn’t miss it. He knows how she feels.

‘Think about it, we could live with our parents, save a heap of cash and have enough money for a house deposit after a year.’

Move back in with her parents? No thank you. And buying a place back here? Just the thought of living back in Gloucester makes her throat feel like it’s closing over.

‘What would I do for work back here?’ she asks, only one of a thousand questions thumping through her head.

‘Mum said she could get you some work at the post office.’

He’s actually thought about it. He’s thought this whole thing through. He’s spoken to his mum.

Darcy’s skin starts to itch. ‘No.’

Drew pauses, derailed for only a moment. ‘Or maybe we could talk to Mrs Winters about you doing some media studies classes at the school?’

He’s suggesting she become a teacher? ‘No.’

‘Hi, Mr Roberts!’ a voice calls out.

Drew turns, waving hello to a bunch of giggling teenage girls who quickly approach. Darcy watches as he shares a few exchanges with them before they move off.

‘Drew, I work in TV. I can’t live here.’ They’ve had this conversation before. His features distort behind a watery haze. ‘I can’t do this right now.’ Darcy pulls her cardigan a little tighter around her. ‘I’m going to Mum’s. I’ll see you later.’

‘You don’t want to come in?’ He gestures to the fete.

‘I’m not in the mood.’

He’s about to accept this and let her go but then suddenly says, ‘Your birthday!’ He’s a bit panicked that he’d forgotten. ‘Sorry, honey. Happy birthday!’ He moves closer, wrapping her in a hug.

‘Thanks.’ Her voice is barely audible.

‘I really am sorry, Darce. I just got excited. Parko told me just before you arrived. I thought it was good news.’

She can’t find any words. It was in fact the opposite of good news.

His face brightens. ‘I’ll see you tonight for your birthday dinner?’

‘Yeah, sure.’ She shrugs. She’d gotten up at dawn to drive here and spend the day with him, but that didn’t seem to matter anymore.

He leans in and gives her a little kiss. Putting a smile on her face requires more effort than pulling on her skinny jeans. It certainly doesn’t feel like her birthday.

‘You look amazing.’

Darcy spins around. Drew is standing at the doorway to her old bedroom. He’s wearing a serious expression and Darcy can’t help but feel a little nervous after how they ended things earlier. She spent the day trying to hold off tears that were only a blink away. Her mum knows something is up but hasn’t pushed her.