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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

She feels very self-conscious but can’t help but laugh at the understatement. ‘Older and brunette for starters?’

Ben laughs, his dimple transforming his face. She suddenly has a longing to reach up and touch it, to feel his skin on her fingertips. She wonders if he shaved freshly this morning, if she’d be able to feel the prickles of his regrowth yet.

‘Comments like that,’ he says with a shrug, pleased that she’s made it so easy for him to point out. ‘They just sucked me in. I knew I wanted to get to know you. I didn’t want you to fall in love with Ty, but I didn’t want him to send you home either because then I wouldn’t get to see you every day.’

Bonnie suddenly considers the key ceremonies in a different way, imagining Ben standing there behind his camera, hoping she’d be chosen just so he could spend more time with her. Images of their interactions keep flickering into Bonnie’s mind as she tries to pinpoint a moment where she might have seen this coming. Had his feelings been obvious and she’d just been too caught up with Ty and Ollie? She wants to bury her head in shame at having so many guys on the go at once, but she concentrates on Ben standing in front of her. ‘So, you just decided to come and tell me?’

‘No,’ he says, very matter-of-fact. ‘I’ve come here to ask you on a date.’

She smiles. She can feel it widening, taking up her whole face. Being asked on a date makes her feel young and beautiful and desired. And the idea of going on a date with Ben, who has always been nothing but lovely to her, is very appealing. But she can’t let herself be swept downstream in the giddiness. ‘What about Sofia?’

‘What has Sofia got to do with this?’

This throws her for a second. ‘Well, is she still your girlfriend?’ There’s no way she’s even going to entertain the idea of getting involved with a man who is in a relationship again.

But Ben laughs, his head tilting back. ‘Sofia’s my cat.’

‘Your cat?’ Everything suddenly shifts in her mind. Ben hadn’t been going home each night to cuddle on the lounge with his girlfriend. Instead, he’d been at home with his cat, possibly even thinking about her. Bonnie can feel her cheeks reddening.

‘I haven’t had a girlfriend since that ex I told you about.’

He’s been single for a couple of years. Unlike Bonnie, who feels like she’s been jolting from the possibility of love from one guy to the next. ‘And you’re sure you want to get involved with me?’

He nods. ‘Believe it or not.’