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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

‘Are you sure you’re feeling okay?’ Lara asks for about the hundredth time as they enter the first dress shop.

‘I’m fine,’ Penelope insists. She agreed to go shopping with Lara weeks ago to help her find an outfit for a wedding—before the whole ‘I’ve got cancer’ announcement. Lara had said they didn’t need to do it anymore, but Penelope wants to do things like this, she wants to at least try to feel normal even though it’s becoming increasingly hard with a cloud of tiredness trying to weigh her down.

‘Okay, but tell me when you’ve had enough,’ Lara tells her as she starts shifting through a rack. ‘I pulled absolutely everything out of my cupboard again last night and I haven’t even got a backup outfit. Nothing fits anymore.’

Thankfully Lara’s kids are in day care. Sometimes they’re cute and funny, but most of the time they’re just grubby and whingy. ‘We’ll find something,’ Penelope assures her. She used to go shopping with Miranda all the time. Miranda would know if something was going to work when it was still on the hanger and always had an uncanny ability to find bargains. Penelope, on the other hand, has always had a knack of falling in love with the latest full-priced items.

‘What do you think about this?’

It’s red and high-waisted, not the right colour or shape for Lara. Penelope nods. ‘It’s nice.’ But then she hears Miranda’s honesty in her head. ‘But I think we can find something better.’

They pop in and out of shops, Lara trying on several dresses, but nothing being quite right.

‘It’s hopeless,’ she sighs. ‘I’m not going to find anything. Everything is either too tight or too old-fashioned. How did I let myself put on this much weight?’

‘Lara, you’re beautiful. We’re going to find you something. Come on, let’s go in here.’ Penelope looks up at the Dress Me Up sign at the front of the shop and wills it to have the perfect dress. She doesn’t want to have to let Lara go home feeling depressed.

‘Okay.’ Lara’s reluctant. ‘But if I don’t find anything, I’m calling it quits.’

They’re only a few steps in and instantly both gasp. An emerald wrap dress hangs at the end of one of the racks.

‘Oh, I love that.’

‘Try it on.’

Lara is hesitant as she takes it, smoothing her hand over the fabric. ‘It probably won’t fit me.’

Penelope sits down outside the change room, weariness starting to take over. She notices two women arrive. They look like mother and daughter. The mother gets straight to business, quickly flicking through clothes hangers while the daughter sighs and pulls her phone from her pocket, staring down at the screen.