Chapters (67)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Acknowledgements
- Book Club Discussion Questions
Never make friends with the contestants. Darcy has had enough experience on the show to know this, but somehow she’d let herself get friendly with Bonnie. She had seemed different to the others. And while she had never thought of her as a friend, Darcy had liked her, had even been rooting for her.
And now she feels like she’s been betrayed.
‘What happens now? Do you want me to leave the show?’ Bonnie asks.
The drama of a contestant being kicked off the show would be good for ratings, but Bonnie has a good fan following and the backlash of kicking her out wouldn’t be worth it. Darcy’s also fairly confident that Ty likes Bonnie, whether he realises it or not, and doesn’t want to take away a legitimate love interest for him, especially after his meltdown about wanting to leave the show on Samara’s date. ‘No, but any other incidents like this and our agreement will be terminated immediately. Understand?’
‘Yes.’
Darcy turns the mobile over in her hands. It was an older model, but clearly still did everything anyone needed it to. ‘Where did you get the phone from?’
Bonnie’s mouth opens but it takes a moment for any words to come out. ‘I’d rather not say.’
Darcy feels herself bristle with frustration knowing that Bonnie is protecting someone else. Another contestant or a crewmember? She hopes it isn’t the latter. She’d told Ben in exasperated outrage that she’d caught Bonnie with a phone and he’d seemed as shocked as she was. ‘Well, who were you contacting?’ She stares at Bonnie. ‘Or should I give the number a call myself?’ Oh, geez, now she’s threatening her?
‘I tried to call my ex.’ Bonnie seems defeated and offers up the information without protest.
This isn’t the first time they’ve spoken about Bonnie’s ex. ‘The same ex who is engaged and having a baby with someone else?’ Darcy could hear the judgement laced through her words.
Shame appears on Bonnie’s face. ‘Yep, stupid, I know. I wasn’t thinking.’
Darcy studies Bonnie, searching for the answer without having to ask the question, but in the end she has to make sure. ‘Is anything going on with you and your ex?’
Bonnie’s quick to reply, and if she’s sad about the fact, she’s quick to hide it. ‘No, nothing at all. It’s over. One hundred percent.’
‘So, you want to be here?’
There is only the slightest hesitation before Bonnie says, ‘Yes.’
Knock, knock, knock.