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Chapters (67)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Chapter 49
  53. Chapter 50
  54. Chapter 51
  55. Chapter 52
  56. Chapter 53
  57. Chapter 54
  58. Chapter 55
  59. Chapter 56
  60. Chapter 57
  61. Chapter 58
  62. Chapter 59
  63. Chapter 60
  64. Chapter 61
  65. Chapter 62
  66. Acknowledgements
  67. Book Club Discussion Questions

‘Wrong direction, guys,’ Darcy calls to the two of them. ‘Let’s go back to Ty’s comment about not liking the limelight, cooking or physical activity.’ They will clearly edit out the bit about Ty’s ex.

Bonnie feels suddenly nervous, especially when she sees Ty’s closed his eyes for a moment as though trying to push away old memories.

‘Ready when you are, Bonnie,’ Darcy calls, trying to get the conversation going again.

‘Yep, okay.’ Bonnie nods, forcing herself to focus on the prompt. Limelight, cooking, physical activity. ‘I hate being in the limelight and I’m a terrible cook, but some physical activity is okay …’ It takes a split second for her to realise that the phrase sounded far from how she’d intended. ‘Oh my God, I can’t believe I just said that!’ She clasps her hands over her mouth.

Ty laughs, seeming grateful for the distraction. ‘Hey, I’ve got no problem with that.’

But Bonnie looks to Darcy standing beside Ben and the camera. ‘Can you cut that out?’

Darcy and Ben are both laughing too. ‘No way,’ Darcy chimes. ‘They’ll definitely be using that in the promo for tomorrow night.’

Bonnie buries her head in her hands. ‘You do know my grandmother will be watching this.’

‘We’re still rolling,’ Darcy calls, indicating to keep the conversation moving.

Bonnie grimaces but knows there’s no point in being annoyed at Darcy and Ben when they’re just doing their jobs. It’s her own stupid fault for making embarrassing comments.

‘My grandmother would probably really like you,’ Ty adds to the conversation. He has a fond expression on his face.

‘Are you close to your family?’

He nods, shrugs. ‘My dad died when I was five. I don’t remember much about him. After that it was always me, my mum and my grandparents.’

They hadn’t really talked family before. ‘No siblings or cousins?’

Ty shakes his head, needing to clear his throat a little. ‘Both my parents were only children too.’

Bonnie doesn’t miss the sense of longing. She can’t imagine growing up as a single child when so much of her life has Carla weaved all the way through it.

‘I think that’s why I’ve always wanted kids—lots of them.’

‘Lots?’ That makes Bonnie tense. She’s always wanted two. Just two.

Ty looks at her and laughs. ‘Have I scared you off?’

‘Well, that depends on what qualifies as lots?’ She smiles, but there’s certainly some truth to her answer.

Ty shrugs. ‘Five or six.’

Her eyes bulge. ‘You’re crazy.’

But he just smiles. ‘Imagine how amazing it’d be to have that much love in your life.’

Bonnie’s done enough photoshoots with large families to turn her off the idea. ‘I think the word you’re looking for is chaos.’