Chapters (183)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- Epigraph
- 1980s
- PROLOGUE
- 1950s
- 1
- 2
- 1960s
- 3
- 4
- 5
- 6
- 7
- 8
- 9
- 10
- 11
- 12
- 13
- 14
- 15
- 16
- 17
- 18
- 19
- 20
- 21
- 22
- 23
- 24
- 25
- 26
- 27
- 28
- 29
- 30
- 31
- 32
- 33
- 34
- 35
- 36
- 37
- 38
- 39
- 1970s
- 40
- 41
- 42
- 43
- 44
- 45
- 46
- 47
- 48
- 49
- 50
- 51
- 52
- 53
- 54
- 55
- 56
- 57
- 58
- 59
- 60
- 61
- 62
- 1980s
- 63
- 64
- 65
- 66
- 67
- 68
- 69
- 70
- 71
- 72
- 73
- 74
- 75
- 76
- 77
- 78
- 79
- 80
- 81
- 82
- 83
- 84
- 85
- 86
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- 88
- 89
- 90
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- 96
- 97
- 98
- 99
- 100
- 101
- 102
- 103
- 104
- 105
- 106
- 107
- 108
- 109
- 110
- 111
- 112
- 113
- 114
- 115
- 116
- 117
- 118
- 119
- 120
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- 125
- 126
- 127
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- 129
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- 131
- 132
- 133
- 134
- 135
- 136
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- 138
- 139
- 140
- 141
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- 145
- 146
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- 149
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- 159
- 160
- 161
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- EPILOGUE
- NAMELESS
- LAWLESS
- RUTHLESS
- STAY DEAD
- DANGEROUS
- FEARLESS
- THE EDGE
- THE KNOCK
- By Jessie Keane
‘Milly?’ said Belle loudly and got nothing back.
She turned to Jack. ‘Someone is going to have to stay with her.’
Jack turned to his twitchy blond-haired pal. ‘Stevie?’
‘Yeah, sure.’ Stevie gave a grin and cracked his knuckles.
Belle looked at Jack, worried at the relish with which Stevie had just spoken.
‘Stevie had his troubles with stuff like this,’ explained Jack.
‘Spent two years after yomping across Goose Green stoned out of my brains,’ said Stevie. ‘Can’t say I’m proud of it.’
‘He’ll know what to do. She’ll be in good hands,’ said Jack.
Belle stood up. She stared down at Milly, then cast a glance at Stevie. ‘You’ll look after her?’
‘I will.’
Belle looked again at Milly, at the mess she was in, the chaos surrounding her. The journals. She leaned down. Milly was starting to snore heavily. Belle picked up one. Date: 1983. Flipped open the page. January. Nula’s handwriting was neat as a schoolgirl’s, slanted backwards.
Christ I hate all this. Having him here. I think I’m actually in danger but Charlie won’t have it, he never believes a word I say . . .
Belle read that line, then flicked the pages on. Another one: He’s always down in that feed room by the zoo, he loves it in there, he’s weird and I keep telling Charlie but he won’t listen . . .
There was information in here, maybe useful stuff about Nula and Charlie and Harlan. Nula had poured her heart into these notebooks, uncensored. Charlie had probably never seen them and Harlan certainly hadn’t – he would have burned them. One by one, she gathered up the rest of the diaries and added them to the ones in the bag by the bed. Nula had always puzzled Belle. A woman married to an immensely wealthy man, supposedly with everything in the world that she could want – and yet Nula had always seemed a tormented soul.
I think I’m in danger . . .
Nula had been talking about Harlan. Now Belle thought of the helicopter crash. The cartels? Or Harlan? Or both of them, working together to get Charlie out of the way?
Belle zipped the bag shut and picked it up.
‘Right,’ she said with a brisk smile. ‘Time for some fireworks.’