Back The Manor
Chapters (183)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  5. Epigraph
  6. 1980s
  7. PROLOGUE
  8. 1950s
  9. 1
  10. 2
  11. 1960s
  12. 3
  13. 4
  14. 5
  15. 6
  16. 7
  17. 8
  18. 9
  19. 10
  20. 11
  21. 12
  22. 13
  23. 14
  24. 15
  25. 16
  26. 17
  27. 18
  28. 19
  29. 20
  30. 21
  31. 22
  32. 23
  33. 24
  34. 25
  35. 26
  36. 27
  37. 28
  38. 29
  39. 30
  40. 31
  41. 32
  42. 33
  43. 34
  44. 35
  45. 36
  46. 37
  47. 38
  48. 39
  49. 1970s
  50. 40
  51. 41
  52. 42
  53. 43
  54. 44
  55. 45
  56. 46
  57. 47
  58. 48
  59. 49
  60. 50
  61. 51
  62. 52
  63. 53
  64. 54
  65. 55
  66. 56
  67. 57
  68. 58
  69. 59
  70. 60
  71. 61
  72. 62
  73. 1980s
  74. 63
  75. 64
  76. 65
  77. 66
  78. 67
  79. 68
  80. 69
  81. 70
  82. 71
  83. 72
  84. 73
  85. 74
  86. 75
  87. 76
  88. 77
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  91. 80
  92. 81
  93. 82
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  96. 85
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  100. 89
  101. 90
  102. 91
  103. 92
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  105. 94
  106. 95
  107. 96
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  110. 99
  111. 100
  112. 101
  113. 102
  114. 103
  115. 104
  116. 105
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  119. 108
  120. 109
  121. 110
  122. 111
  123. 112
  124. 113
  125. 114
  126. 115
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  128. 117
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  135. 124
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  139. 128
  140. 129
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  142. 131
  143. 132
  144. 133
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  148. 137
  149. 138
  150. 139
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  152. 141
  153. 142
  154. 143
  155. 144
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  157. 146
  158. 147
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  160. 149
  161. 150
  162. 151
  163. 152
  164. 153
  165. 154
  166. 155
  167. 156
  168. 157
  169. 158
  170. 159
  171. 160
  172. 161
  173. 162
  174. EPILOGUE
  175. NAMELESS
  176. LAWLESS
  177. RUTHLESS
  178. STAY DEAD
  179. DANGEROUS
  180. FEARLESS
  181. THE EDGE
  182. THE KNOCK
  183. By Jessie Keane

And so – she didn’t want to believe it, but she had to – her dad had been party to it all.

When the ceremony was over and they were back at the big house, everyone swilling back drinks and eating sandwiches, Belle went over to Milly, who was huddled on the sofa, staring into space.

‘Can I get you anything, Mills?’ she asked her, sitting down beside her.

Milly looked up as if surprised to find her there. She shook her head.

‘This is the worst day,’ said Belle. She squeezed Milly’s hand. ‘It’s awful. I know it is. But after today, things will be easier.’

Milly nodded, saying nothing.

‘Mills . . .’ Belle hesitated. Milly was grief-stricken and she was going to add to it. Unless Milly already somehow guessed the truth . . . ?

‘You know when I was talking to you about going into the Clacton accounts office and asking for a job?’ began Belle.

Milly looked at Belle. ‘Of course I do. You said you wouldn’t ask Terry or Dad directly because they’d only say what the hell did you want a job for, didn’t they already give you enough?’ She sniffed and dredged up the ghost of a smile from somewhere. ‘You were right, too.’

‘Well, I went there.’

‘You did?’ Milly’s attention sharpened. ‘What was it, a complete disaster?’

‘No, it was . . . it was bloody odd, Mills. It was a house in a row of houses, and there were people working in there, and . . .’ She paused. She didn’t want to say it. But she had to. ‘I think – no, I’m sure – that they were manufacturing drugs.’

Now Milly was fully focused on Belle. ‘Are you mad?’

‘No. I saw it. And I checked it out. They were making crack cocaine.’

‘Oh come on.’

‘I talked with Einstein. He told me. After all, what have we ever known about the business our dads are in? Precisely nothing. What have we ever seen from these factories? Nothing. What has anyone ever told us about all these wood and fabric “imports”? Nothing. We’ve been kept in ignorance. Fed bullshit.’

Milly’s pallor was almost grey against her shapeless black funeral dress.

‘I spoke to Mum about it. She went apeshit that I’d been there. She knew about it. So does my dad. And your parents did too. And Harlan. They’ve probably been running the whole thing for years, under the cover of the furnishings business. Mills – I didn’t want to tell you this, but I had to,’ said Belle.

‘You really think my dad was dealing drugs?’